Also, sprecial thanks to Lara, who refused to read the story until it was finished, I had to finish it for you. I Love you so much.
Finally, now that this story is finished, those of you who have remained blissfully quiet about my butchering of spelling and grammer,and allowed me to get the story out first, without making it pretty. You are now encouraged to email me and let me know where I screwed up :)
(Updated 11-1-2002)
Ears perk up, the sound of metal twisting, glass shattering, rubber ripping itself across rough pavement. An accident! Someone could be dying! Better hurry, there might not be enough time, they might be dead before he arrived. Tall and strong, the man known as Sean rushes towards the accident, his long blond hair blowing in the wind as he pushes his body to the limits of it's speed. Ahead, glass glistens on the road like a million stars.
Struggling to free himself, a man writhes in the car, trapped by the bent metal, his forehead painted in blood from where his head smashed through the window. He sees a figure jump from the bushes on the curb.
Sean grabs onto the warped door, and pulls with painfull might, the door creeks, and rips open. The man howles in pain as the door supporing him is suddenly moved, but he is free, and slides from the car to the pavement. Pain rips through his side as he hits the pavement. Damn, his ribs must be broken, too familliar pain reveals his shoulder and legs are broken as well.
"Thank you for pulling me from the car!" the man gasps.
"My pleasure. My name is Sean. Are you hurt bad?"
"All over, my legs are broken, along with my shoulder, and some ribs. Can you call an ambulance?" The man winces, gasps, and coughs up blood.
"You don't need an ambulance, you'll be just fine, I can help." Sean smiles.
"I'm hurt really bad, I can feel it inside, please call someone, I don't want to die." The man struggles to move, but the pain pins him to the ground.
"Eventually you'll want to die, trust me, I know. But not today. Today I want to die, and you want to live, so let's call it a trade."
"What? Are you mad?"
"I might be after 300 years, it's quite possible".
Sean places his hand on the man's forehead, a blue green lightning flows between the two. Confused the man removes his(?) hand from the forehead of Sean, who lies coughing and bleeding in the wreckage of the car, somehow they have switched, not just places, but injuries as well, or have they become each other. The man glances at the wreakage. Among the torn metal, he catches his reflection, it is his own face, no blood, and Seans clothing, his own clothing is on Sean, covered in blood.
"How? What did you do?"
"I'm not ...", Sean coughs up more blood, "... precisely sure myself. That body, it never dies, it's great at first, but after a while...", he coughs some more, "...it gets lonely. In the jacket, the journal, it will explain more. Don't forget your wallet." Sean coughs one more time, and with a smile on his face, passes on.
The man pulls from Seans pocket (His pocket?), his wallet. He stares at the wreckage again, he can still remember the skid, the tree, and the pain. Yet here he stands, in a body that now looks like him. His same brown hair, the scar he got over his eye when he was a kid. His ring is missing, it's on Sean's body. He retrieves this and his watch as well.
He stands up. He feels like a kid again, the slowness that has crept into him over 27 years is gone, and the world seems brighter. He bows his head in thanks to the stranger named Sean, who wanted his death, and gave him new life. "Thank you my friend." After a moment he looks up, and runs like the wind towards his home.
Standing at death's door changes a man, they say. In the mirror was the same face that looked back at him this morning, yet, this is not his body. It looks like his body, but there's an energy to it, not quite something he can put his finger on, but, in the back of his mind, it's there. His body died in that car, that rental car he was using while his transmission was being rebuilt.
The insurance paperwork on that will be a pain, maybe he should just report it stolen. He considers this for a moment, and decides the situation fits perfectly. Someone steals his keys, takes the car for a joy ride and wrecks it taking a turn too quickly. Perfect! He even took the optional insurance.
He stops his run briefly, to stop at a payphone. He calls the police, tells them he's on his way home on foot because his keys and car were stolen while he was working late. Yes, his keys were in his jacket in the closet while he worked. No, he didn't see anyone. The license plate... No, he's not sure what it is right now, it was a rental. A gold Neon. An accident, where? Yes, that's close to where he works. No, he doesn't recognize that description. Dead? Yes, he'll stay where he is until an officer arrives. Yes, he checks the street sign, that's the intersection he's at.
Within minutes an officer arrives, he walks over to the payphone "Adam Atrus?"
"Yes, that's me."
"We found your rental car. We verified your name from the recipt in the glove compartment."
"How bad is it?"
"The driver of the car is deceased. The car's wrecked."
"Oh my god. Who was he?"
"We don't know, he didn't have ID. Would you come with me to the scene of the accident, we'll get the paper work taken care of and you back home."
"Sure."
Adam gets into the squad car and the officer drives him to the accident scene he just left. They take the same route ironicaly that Adam had taken less than an hour ago. There's the branch he swerved around, the patch of gravel he skidded through, tracks lead to the car which is tilted at a fourty-five degree angle, against a tree. Paramedics were already on the scene, the flashing blue and red brilliance givng the scene an even more eery feel.
The officer takes him to see the body in the wreckage. "Have you ever seen this guy before?"
"Not until now. I have no idea who he is.", Adam stretches the truth.
"Ok, let's go back to the car and fill out a report".
While the police were filling out their report, the Rental Companies insurance arrived. They had more paperwork for him to fill out. Finally, after he'd filled out every piece of paper placed before him, the officer drove him home. He had already called his wife and kids and explined what was happening, he was ok, explained about the car, and told them he'd be home soon. Of course the version of the story he told his family was the same as the story he told the police, he didn't understand enough of what had happened himself to explain it to them without sounding insane.
He walked in the door, and picked up his daughter who came running to see him. "Heather, I missed you." he said to the little lady who stood nearly as tall as his waist.
"You were just at work daddy," she smiled, "you go there every day."
"I still missed you." he hugged her as he set her down. "Where's your brother?"
"Paul's upstairs, playing games. You should have seen the crash he had during his race, cars flew everywhere, just like that guy who took your car!"
"I can't believe what happened tonight."
"Yeah, that mean guy took your car. It wasn't even yours, it was the one you borrowed, and then he crashed it into a tree and died."
"You mom told you the whole story then?"
"She wouldn't tell the icky details, I asked, but she said someone dying shouldn't be fun like it is in the spooky movies."
"I meant it too," added his wife from the living room, "that guy that took the car was a real person, not just a character in the movie."
"But he was a bad guy," Heather protested, "he took the car."
"We won't ever know for sure if he was or wasn't. No matter what he did, he died from it, let's not talk baddly of him anymore. Maybe he was sent to keep me out of the car." Adam improvised.
"Ok dad." she sighed.
"I saved you some dinner Adam." called his wife, "It's in the fridge. It might not even be cold yet."
"Thanks." he replied as he walked towards the kitchen.
He opened the door to the fridge and took out the plastic container. Fried chicken, leftovers from two nights ago, his wife's grandmother's own recipe. He placed the container in the microwave and dialed in four minutes, and went to the washroom.
Just as he was drying his hands the microwave chimed. The kitchen smelled faintly of chicken. He took the container to the living room, sat down next to his wife, giving her a kiss on the cheek, followed by a big hug.
"Had an exciting day?" she asked as he started eating.
He paused briefly to chew. "Not until this evening. I spent all day catching up on paperwork. When I was ready to leave my keys were gone. I walked half way home before I thought about calling the police." he improvised some more.
"I'm glad you're ok, wasn't the accident on your route home?"
"Yeah, that big oak tree on that sharp curve dropped a branch right in the road."
She looked at him for a second and noticed his cloathing, the plain blue pocket T-shirt and jeans he was wearing. "I haven't seen that shirt in ages, I thought it got thrown out."
"Bottom-of-the-drawer special," he said, "I thought it was gone too."
"Ask it if it's seen any of the socks you keep loosing, will you?"
"Sure thing." He smiled, and took a bite of the chicken, which seemed stronger than he remembered.
"You got your work done, are we still on for this weekend? I called Mary's mom, Heather's friend, and she said Mary could still go. Paul wanted to bring his friend, but he's busy."
"Oh, yes! If we head out around eight, we should get to the lake by three or four, time to gather up some wood and setup camp. Of course we'll have to use your car."
"Damn, that's right, you're car-less now. If we put everything on the roof rack, and wedge the kids in the back seat with a crowbar we can do it, count an hour or so extra because we'll need to get out and stretch our legs more often."
Adam finished the chicken, and took the container to the kitchen and tossed it into the sink. "I'm going to take a shower, and go to bed, eight in the morning is going to hit like a rock on a saturday."
He went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and undressed. Ick, he didn't realize until he took them off, he'd been wearing someone elses underwear. They ended up in the garbage bin, along with the socks.
He stood there with the water warming, looking at his body. It couldn't be his, but it looked exactly like it did this morning. He turned and looked, but couldn't find a single thing that wasn't as he remembered it. While he was doing this his wife opened the door and snuck in.
"Shower's in there," she pointed to the glass door, "Unless you're into steam cleaning." She grinned, and reached over, turning on the fan.
"Just looking at me, not quite the man you married all those years ago."
"Still the same you in there, right? That's who I married, the rest is window dressing, and looks as good as I remember it." She rubbed his shoulders.
"Mmmm, that feels good." he smiled.
"Now, the door to the shower is over there. You pull on the handle and walk into it, then you shower."
"No wonder I wasn't getting wet, I was on the wrong side of the glass" he said as he entered the shower
"Funny, it worked for me," she smiled and stepped out of the bathroom.
Adam smiled, and finished his shower quickly, threw on his robe, and headed to bed.
Afterwards he lay in bed smiling. Definately not the same body, it hadn't been like that since colege.
(Updated 11-4-2002)
Six thirty in the morning, what had he been thinking. The alarm clock ripped appart the morning with it's banshee wail of waking. For it's service, it was offered a quick smack to the head, after which it graciously stopped wailing.
"Get up, the wild outdoors awaits us!" pokes his wife.
"Mfff, is it 6:30 already Karen?"
"Unless the alarm is lying it is."
"It's lying," accused Adam, "take it out to the back yard and have it shot."
"Get up silly, you said you'd do the early driving, and I want you awake for that."
"Fine, but you realize this is going on your perminent record." he complained.
"Here's some coffee to wake you up."
"Ah, why didn't you say so, that changes everything." he exclaimed as he took the cup.
He drank the brown offering of the coffee beans, steaming hot water and a little cream. As he got up and showered for the morning drive, the coffee bubbled into his veins and pried his eyes open. When he finally emerged from the bathroom, cloathed and ready for the morning, his brain was likewise ready for the day.
Downstairs, the chaos of a trip was already in full swing. His kids were hauling their backpacks and the camping equipment out to the car. The doorbell rang, it was Heather's friend Mary. Greetings were exchanged and she added her pack to the rapidly growing pile. Adam and Karen loaded the packs onto the roof rack of Karen's Saturn wagon, playing that it would hold. It did.
Finally everything that needed to be, was on top of the car. Karen and the kids finished loading the rest of the supplies for the week. While they did this, Adam went around beghind the garage. Behind the bush was Sean's jacket. He dug into the pocket and pulled out the journal. Searching, the other pockets, he found only a few dollars in quarters. The jourrnal, titled "Gestohlener Tod" was bound in heavy leather, well worn, but still sturdy. It's pages were made of a thick parchment material, which appeared to be very old, yet amazingly preserved. Closing the book, he put it into his own coat pocket, then headed back to the car.
The packing was finished, Karen was just bringing out the cooler of food for the trip. Adam popped the hood on the car to check the engine. The coolant had just been changed and was fine. The oil, judging by it's color, still had a thousand miles or so in it. The windshield washer fluid was low, but quickly topped off from the bottle in the garage. Steering and Transmission fluids looked ok. The car was now ready for the trip.
He went inside to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of Cola for the road. Some more time was spent loading the kids into the car, Paul wanted to sit in the middle, but Mary and Heather wanted to sit together. As the kids could not resolve the issue themselves, Karen declaired that Mary, being the guest should sit in the middle. Paul and Heather grudgingly accepted, on the promise that at the first rest stop they would be able to renegotiate.
With everyone in the car, Adam backed slowly out of the driveway, and was just beginning to drive down the street when Paul shouted out "Wait, there's John!"
He pulled the car to the curb, and in the rear view mirror saw John, Paul's friend, running towards them. He rolled down the window, and questioned "I thought Paul said you couldn't go?"
John panted, "We were going to visit my grandmother this weekend, but she called and asked if we could come next week, her new guy surprised her with cruise tickets for this weekend. I called, but didn't get an answer, but saw you packing the car, so I ran as fast as I could."
"We don't have another car right now, so if you think you can fit in the back you're welcome. There's a crowbar and some WD40 in the trunk if it's needed."
"Thanks, Mr. Atrus. Sorry about the short notice."
"No problem," assured Adam as he stepped out of the car, he took John's backpack, and added it to the packs on the roof, doubleckecing that everything was very securely attached, "Nothing's as much fun if it goes as planned."
"Hop in now, we're running late" urged Adam.
After John got into the back seat, next to Mary, and everyone's traveling stuff was re-arranged, the car again set out on it's journey.
Five minutes later, they stopped for gas. Karen had to explain that getting gas after five minutes of travel, did not constitute a 'first rest stop'.
After the brief stop to get gas, they were back on the road again. Paul suggested resetting the trip dial on the spedometer to keep track of their total distance, which Adam did. Adam drove carefully, the events of last night still on his mind, yet it seemed impossible. The stranger Sean, had he really been 300 years old? Adam had always believed more in science than the supernatural, but now was not so sure. He couldn't wait to get to the campground, and read throught the journal with the strange title. Maybe some of what he was asking would be answered in there.
Mile after mile of pavement zipped by under the car's wheels. The sun rose into the sky, first shining in the drivers side of the car, then through the sun roof. 185 miles, in two and a half hours, traffic had been moving well, and they were making good time. Time to stop, the kids in the back were getting fidgity, yet doing better than he had expected. He pulled over at a rest stop, the car had barely stopped moving, before everyone piled out of the car and ran out into the grass. He ran around with the kids for a while, they had a tenis ball they started throwing around. Karen got into the fun too. After about 10 min of running around, Paul mentioned the time, and everyone piled back into the car. This time seating arrangments in the car had been agreed upon by the children, and they were quickly back on the road.
Another 170 miles rolled by, the kids in the back seat getting more jittery, but Karen was able to keep them calm under the threat of skipping the weekend and going back home. The container of iced tea they had brought along was all but gone only moments after their first rest stop, it seemed. He glanced at the car radio's clock, 1:15 pm. Now, was a good time to stop and get out, stretch their legs, and think about getting some food. "It's time to stop, anyone see any signs for anything good to eat?" he asked.
"I saw a sign for a buffet up ahead," said Karen, "if we eat there we'll be good until dinner."
"I want a cheeseburger." stated Heather.
"Ok, let's take a vote, burgers, or all you can eat?"
Heather was quickly out voted, even by Mary, who Heather declared a "Traitor" under her breath.
Finding the exit for the buffet, Adam followed the signs to the restaurant, which was little over a mile off of the main highway. The route to the restaurant took a curved road, which seemed to almost double back on itself, and several turns. By the time they got to the restaurant, it seemed more like three of four miles. "I think they get people drunk, and give them crayons and a map, to plan roads in this state"
"After all the bars we passed by, I think you might be right."
Again, the car barely stopped before kids exploded from the back seat. The restaurant was a large building, surrounded by an ample parking lot. The lot was nearly two thirds full, which they took as a good sign. Entering the huge main door, they walked to the main desk, where the host cheerfully took their payment. They found a large table in the corner, took turns washing their hands, and then set off for food.
Adam and Karen started out with salad. Paul and John had found the BBQ pork, and piled a large glob of macaroni and cheese on the side. Meanwhile, Mary had discovered that at one counter, there were burgers, and told Heather, who was delighted. They sat down, and ate quickly, and were all very very full when they were done.
After making the kids use the washroom, to prevent extra rest stops, they were back on their way. This time Karen drove, releaving Adam of the job. After a brief washroom stop, an hour later, they were back on their way. two hours, fourty five minutes later, they left the highway, and drove down a gravel road, they turned a few times, following the directions Adam had gotten from Mapblast. Finally, they arrived. Paul reminded them to check the Odometer, 572 miles. With a travel time of around 9 hours they had done well. The time on the car radio read 5:08pm.
"Silver Lakes Campground, over 3000 acres of secluded camp and cabin sites." read the sign. Karen parked the car in front of the office. Inside, an old and weatherd man greeted them. "Welcome to Silver Lakes, do you have a reservation?"
"Yes, for site 92, 1 room cabin on the lake." answered Karen.
"Ah, yes. Those are nice grounds. Been here before?"
"Once when I was fifteen, my dad brought me up here."
"Ok, then you'll need a map," he fidgited under his desk, and came back with a rough brown fold out map, and promply unfolder it "Here we go." He took out a red marker, and traced a line along the roads of the campgrounds. Their campground was on the northern edge of Silver Lake, the larges of the grounds lakes. Several other lakes were spread around the campgrounds, predominantly towards the south eastern side. "Just take this road here, when you reach the big stone, take a right, continue on until you come dead end to the old oak, and take the left fork. Take a right into Elk Woods Area, and turn into campground 92. There's a water tap just across the road from where you are, and bathrooms are across the road between 95 and 97. Your grounds are from the lake to the road. Our policies are on the back of the map." He handed over the map.
"Thank you."
"Yer welcome. Your total for 4 days, will be $120. Do you need any firewood, it's $5 a bundle."
"We'll take 3 bundles." requested Karen.
"Ok, your total with tax, will be," he paused to use his calculator, "135.97, cash or credit?"
"Credit, " Karen handed over her card.
He processed the card, and handed it back. "Just a moment on the card. Supposed to rain tonight, not very hard. If you have a good fire going, you'll hardly feel it. Though if your tents arn't waterproofed, you'll want to get a tarp to put over them, or leave them in the cabin until the rain blows over. Tomorrow should be warm and sunny."
"We saw the clouds rolling in. But that's ok we just got nice new water proof tents, shouldn't be a problem."
Finally, the credit card machine spit out the recipt, the man tugged it from the machine and handed it over. Karen signed the recipt and handed it back. The man looked at the signature on the card, and on the recipt, and handed the card back. "Glad to have you with us this weekend, enjoy your stay. You can pick up your wood just outide the door. If you have any problems, or questions, just drop on by."
"Thank you. Take care!"
"You too." the man waved as they left the office.
Back into the car, but blissfully this time it was less than two miles until the car again came to a rest.
The campground was beautiful. Nestled inbetween pine, spruce and oak trees, was a cabin, it looked roughly large enough to hold 4 people. Twenty feet in front of the cabin, a ring of large stones formed a fire pit. Around this firepit, was plenty of cleared ground to setup their tents on. To the left of the cabin, in another clearing stood a large cement picnic table. Further to the left of the picnic table, is where their car was parked. Throught he woods, they could not even see the surrounding campgrounds, the lots were seperated by dense trees, and spread well appart, secluded.
"Alright, let's get camp setup," suggested Adam. Let's put the girls tent to the right of the cabin, and then the boys camp next to it."
Adam and Karen unpacked the roof of the car, while the kids unpacked the trunk. Food went into the cabin, wood beneith the picnic table, and the rest on the ground, awaiting the tents that were being setup. Adam unpacked a sledge hammer, and went to assist the kids who were trying to pound tent stakes into the hard ground using firewood as a hammer. When the tents were finally up, Adam fumbled with the wood, trying to stack the wood in a point, it never turned out perfect, but the fire did start, and after a while stopped smoking so baddly.
After camp was setup, they broke out the food and started cooking dinner. Dinner included : chicken breasts, grilled over the fire, potatoes and garlic cooked in Karen's huge iron skillet, some fry bread Adam's mother used to make, and foil-baked apples for desert. Everyone ate heartily as the rain began.
As rain cooled things off, Adam setup a tarp over the picnic bench, suspended from the nearby trees. Jackets were retrieved from their backpacks, Another few logs on the fire, and everyone was comfortable sitting at the table, warmed by the fire as they finished dinner.
The rain continued on well into morning, but went mostly unnoticed, except for the soothing sound of rain on the tents as the group slept.
The rain had stopped by morning, and the tents were nearly dried out by the morning sun by the time breakfast was ready. The air of morning was crisp and clear, and the sun lit the clearing in the woods brightly. Today, they would hike to the state park to the east of the campgrounds, and walk the trails there. There were some waterfalls in the hills, and on the way back they could catch some fish for tonight's dinner.
The hike started around 10:30, and by 11:15 they had reached the state park. The trails in the state park lead various directions, and Paul kept track of their route with his compass a map of the park, and a pencil. They hiked across the open prarie of the park, heading towards the mountans further east, crossing several small rivers as they went. Gradually the ground began to grow rockier, and gently at first, and then more steeply, began to rise into the sky. By lunch at 1:30 everyone, dispite the leasurely pace, was well ready for a rest. They broke out their dried fruits, vegatables, and meats, and had lunch, sipping often from their canteens.
Around 2:00 they started off again, and by 3:00 had reached their first waterfall. Karen, who was an amature photographer, had filled almost two of her digital camera's memory cards.
"Isn't it beautiful. The sun is perfect, it even catches the mist, and forms a little rainbow." Karen exclaimed as she took more pictures of the falls. Complaining only when her camera signaled it was time to change batteries. "They're rechargable, and I've got more." she said, and dug into her pack and replaced her camera's batteries.
"Don't use all your cards today, we're going to the cliffs tomorrow, and tuesday we'll see the caves." cautioned Adam.
"Don't worry, I brought along plenty of cards, and have my laptop's under the seat of the car. I can move my pictures over there tonight and show everyone."
Adam smiled. "How's everyone holding up?"
"My feet are a little sore, but I'm ok." responded Mary with the worst complaint.
"Good, then, we'll carry on. There's a much bigger waterfall a little further on, with a small cave behind it, we can stop there for break."
Onward they hiked, following a second stream uphill, past several small waterfalls, before they began to hear a large roaring in the distance. As they hiked further upstream, the roaring grew louder. Finally, as they rounded a corner of the stream, the waterfall came into view. It was easily 3 times as large as the first water fall, sending a nearly 210 foot tall stream of water smashing to the ground in a large pool at it's base, this larger pool flowed to a small 2 foot waterfall, and then down into a much calmer pond, and finally on into the stream. The two pools were surrounded closely by rock walls and tall pines. The trail continued on towards the far right of the falls, and then doubled back, crossing behind the falls, to the other side. Directly behind the falls was a small cave, perhaps as large as their living room.
"They say that the two pools used to be connected, until a couple thousand years ago, when the rock walls of the smaller pool fell, and the pools drained. This cave was formed by the impact from the falls as they ate away at the underside of the cliff." read John from the park pamphlet.
"It's absolutely awesome, look at that light coming through the water, it almost looks like glass, but it's moving." smiled Karen, as she took yet more pictures, this time running through her fifth memory card.
"How many of those cards do you have?" asked Mary.
"I've got ten of them, each holds about 30 pictures."
"That's a lot of pictures. Did you get any of us?"
"Yeah, last night around the camp fire, and this morning as we started our hike." answered Karen.
"Cool, can I have copies when we get back?"
"Sure you can, I can put them on a CD for you."
"Can I get a CD too Mrs Atrus?"
"Sure, when we get home I can make CD's for everyone."
(Updated 11-5-2002)
"Hey, let's go for a swim, the water's nice." suggests Adam, holding his hand in the water. "Everyone brought their bathing suit right?"
Amazingly, everyone had remembered. They took turns changing in the seclusion of the cave while the rest waited impatiently downstream.
Adam jumped into the smaller, calmer pool; the water was cool, yet not unpleasantly. He dove under water and swam around, discovering that he could hold his breath much longer than he remembered. His head splashed above water, and he called out "It's wonderful, come on in! It's safe to jump in here."
As they finished changing everyone else joined in the pool. Even Karen, who had to leave her trusty camera behind, and was forced to rely on the non-digital waterproof film camera she had brought along for the occasion. The swim in the afternoon sun was wonderful. Sunlight reflected off of the walling water, and lit up the trees on the far bank, with a flickering light that looked like liquid fire.
Heather and Mary were floating little chips of pine bark through the pool, watching them cascade down the rapids formed at the outlet. Paul and John were diving underwater, grabbing stones, and trying to throw them through the falls into the cave. Adam suggested they not do this, and leave the stones alone, because it's a park for everyone to enjoy. They grudgingly agreed and started having sword fights with pine branches they found around.
As the afternoon wore on, the group began to tire. Instead of jumping and splashing, they were simply swimming around slowly, enjoying the calm of the pool. The roar of the falls, isolating them from any surrounding noises. Several hikers walked by while they were in the pool, appearing on the lower path, winding into the forest, and then reappearing by the waterfall. They then cut through the cave behind the falls, and continued on the path. Several stopped and talked for a while, pointing out things that shouldn't be missed and asking about things not to miss.
Finally, Adam and Karen agreed that it was time to get out of the pool, and hike back to camp. Adam's watch said it was 6:00, they would be heading back to camp as the sun set. There would be a full moon tonight, and the sky was cloudless, a striking blue, unaltered except by the brilliance of the sun.
Urging the kids out of the pool took longer than expected. After three "Ok, five minutes more." they finally came reluctantly out of the pool. They dressed as they had undressed, in the seclusion of the cave, and started their walk back to camp.
"Look, there's the rock formation that hiker pointed out." announced Heather, "It does look like an eagle."
That rock they had passed on the way up, but seeing it from this perspective, it did indeed look like an eagle. Ferns grew out of the mountain, below the eagle's neck, giving the appearance of green feathers. The eagle's eye was a darker vein of rock, while the head of the eagle was covered in dry brown grass.
"The book says that the Indian tribe that lived in this area used to use the eagle as a special meeting point." John read from the book, "They believed that the eagle would bring messages to the people, to guide them in wisdom."
Adam stood silently, looking at the eagle. Had he been here before? Not really him, but his body. His mind kept flickering back to the accident, and the strange man who had come and taken his death. Would the people who used to sit around the eagle understand what he was? Would any religion or belief understand what he was? Was he alone? Would he truly get to live fervor if he choose? Was there a purpose for him in the scheme of things? He yearned to have a moment to himself to read through the journal, a strange man named Sean had given him as a guide.
"Adam, come on, it's getting dark." called Karen.
"Um, yeah, time to move on." answered Adam, noting the group had already moved down the trail. He bowed slightly to the eagle, and caught up with them. His hand slips into his pocket, feeling the strong leather of the journal, yearning for the answers within.
They reached the prairie, as the sun was slipping beyond the horizon. The brilliant red glow of the sun lit the world in a magenta glow. The few clouds that had formed in the sky over the sun glowed a brilliant volcanic red. Looking towards the sun, everything was caught in a high contrast burst of light, the sun seemed the only thing left in the world, trees appeared merely to be shadows, with no substance. Away from the sun, everything glowed as if it was lighted from inside by glowing embers.
Karen again switched batteries, on her seventh card now. The day recorded in exacting detail. The group walked silently, as if the glowing evening had hidden their voices. When anyone did ask a question about anything, it was in a whisper, afraid to break the silence around them.
As they crossed along the prairie trail, the sun left the world, leaving them in twilight, with only the light from the rising moon, and their flashlights to guide them. In the distance they occasionally heard the howl of a wolf or coyote. The crickets were loud and the sound surrounded them from all sides. Animals could be heard scurrying through the grasses, avoiding people.
Adam walked behind the group avoiding the flashlight beams directly, his eyes had adjusted to the light of the night, and he saw with a clarity he had never experienced before. In the dark, by the light of the moon, he could still dimly see the colors of the world that should have faded to shades of grey. The light of the moon bright enough for him to easily pick out the trail they walked.
"Look, deer." Adam pointed out. While he could see them distinctly hidden between the trees, the rest could only barely see the shapes as moving shadows in the woods.
"Good eyes, wow.... dare I take a picture of them with a flash on? The camera won't see anything but shadows otherwise." asked Karen.
"You'll only get one chance, they'll run as soon as you do."
The brilliant flash of the camera lit the trees, and bewildered by the flash, the deer ran into the woods. She turned on the screen on the camera, and Adams eyes adjusted to the brightness of the screen. The flash had caught mostly the trees, yet enough of it reached the deer to make them visible in the background. "Not bad," commented Adam. "They sure were amazing, and that'll be a nice picture when you adjust the lighting on your computer."
They walked on again, whispering quietly back and forth to each other. Quietly Adam whispered to Karen "Quickly, give me your camera."
"Ok, here."
He set the camera for low light and distance flash, and pointed it at the movement he had seen in the grass. The flash flickered and the camera chirped. And in the grasses something could be heard running quickly away. He turned on the preview screen, and showed it to Karen. Lit by the furthest edge of the flash was a beautiful wolf, it was staring directly out of the picture. Its eyes reflected the flash light slightly. Its muzzle, a fine brown color, was lit by the flash. It seemed to be sniffing the air, as if curious of the people walking through it's prairie.
"Wow, you've got talent. I never even saw the wolf. He's beautiful. How did you ever see him?"
"I heard him in the grass, and saw movement. I didn't know what it was until the camera picked up the image." Adam confessed.
"He's really pretty." agreed Marry.
"Why don't you hold on to the camera, until we get back, you pick things up better at night then I do." suggested Karen.
Adam did just that, and punctuating the remainder of the walk back to camp, were a few more flashes. A small rodent that Adam didn't recognize. Some more deer, and an owl in a tree as they entered the forest around the campgrounds. No one else in the group even seemed to be aware of the animals that Adam was hearing or seeing. His senses seemed to be stronger since the accident.
Wearily the group settled down to rest. Paul started a fire from the lesson Adam had given the night before. After the fire was roaring, they cooked a quick dinner from the cooler, having entirely forgotten to fish on the way back. Dinner was eaten slowly, as the tired hikers rested from their day, and discussed their favorite sites of the day. Karen brought out her laptop, and loaded up the pictures to show everyone. She had a very good eye for content in her pictures, and captured many details in scenes others never even noticed. The last six pictures were those that Adam had taken in the black of the night. Not quite as well framed, but he had gotten some pictures that were amazing none the less.
After talking and looking at pictures, they turned in for the night, the animal noises of the forest at first keeping them awake, and then finally lulling them to sleep.
After a good nights sleep, Adam was the first to wake. Karen was still asleep in her sleeping bag on the floor. Adam gently opened and closed the door going outside. He took a piece of paper out of his backpack. On it he wrote. "Everyone was sleeping. Went for a morning hike will be back by 9:15." His watch said 8:00. He picked up his backpack, strapped it on, and wandered off down the trail. He wasn't going far, so he took a short trail to the southern lakes of the campgrounds. He found a cozy spot between two trees on the bank of one of the campgrounds small lakes. Sitting down on the ground, he pulled the journal from his pocket. The title, he couldn't understand, what did "Gestohlener Tod" mean. It sounded almost german, Heather was studying German in school, but he dare not showe her the book for now.
He turned the book over, there were no more inscriptions on the back or spine of the five inch by three inch bound book. He opened the book, and turned to the first page. Written there in rough penmanship was something he could not read. It too was apparently in german, bearing the familliar, unknown, "Gestohlener Tod" underlined at the top of the page. Penciled in next to the title, in different handwriting was 1304.
He leafed through the pages, The dates kept increasing, about five years in three pages. When the dates reached 1434, the handwriting changed markedly. The journal entries in this writing were still in what appeared to be german. The journal title was "Lebengeschenk" and there were small drawings next to the journals. This hand writing continued along until the pencil read 1543. Again another handwriting replaced the first, this contained large full page drawings of crosses and churches. This writing was however in english. It began...
In 1598 she successfully freed herself from this world. She met a beautiful young french man named Gerald one day working at the hospital. He was lame, and doing poorly. She talked with him often, and fell in love with him. After a month she was pregnant, and together they had a child. When the child was just over a year old, Isabel switched lives with Gerald, he was cured, and she lay in the hospital for another three months before she died. "I give my love. Now he will have the strength to care for our child."
At this point the writing switched to another pen. Gerald wrote in french, which Adam also could not understand. The writing in pencil above the entries matched the penmanship of Gerald.
(Updated 11-6-2002)
Gerald's entries contained many entries, with few diagrams. Entries in this section were neatly dated by month and year and were quite lengthy. One of the only pictures Gerald had drawn, was a rough sketch of a woman, Adam assumed this to be Isabel.
He paged quickly through Gerald's writing, and came upon 1725. 1725 began the entries of Sean.
June 1726
It has been almost a year now since this great gift has come upon me. I am not sure I understand what I am, but unlike poor Isabel, I do not feel it a curse. Gerald, the man who wrote previous to me in this journal, I knew not. He came to me one day, I had been hunting in the woods, there was an accident, and I was shot. Gerald must have heard me yelling for help. He reached me, and I had barely the strength to lift my head and look at him. He smiled, I barely remember what he said in his thick french accent, except "My life for your death." His hand was on my forehead, and then we were switched. He lay with the hole in his chest, his blood flowing out onto the ground. His hand reached out to me and I took hold of it. "Now, I will go to her." he smiled. I held his hand until he died. He is burried now, on my land. I hope my death served him well, and he is now with "her". I am guessing this is Isabel.
Adam read on through the entries of Sean. After the transformation, Sean began to study religion, when the English priests couldn't help him understand his gift, he took a boat to the new Colonies. Here he became a master carpenter, and studied in the university libraries. By 1800 he was a learned scholar, and had met Anna. Together, they travled west, and finally settled down in Indiana in 1811. In their new home, they had a family.
Sean spent a lot of time studying with the Indians, the Miamis, that resided nearby. Though they at first were skeptical about his intentions, his actions made his intentions clear. He studdied their creation stories, and spoke at length with the wisest among them. While they did not have any direct answers for his situation, he did learn their perspective on existance. Seeing his existance from their perspective he found a measure of peace with himself.
Three of their four children survived to go on and raise families of their own. When Anna died in 1843 Sean left the home to his eldest child, and on foot, alone, travled west. On his journey west, he came across many other tribes of Indians, many willing to hear his tale, and offer insight.
In 1876 he met with a small tribe of Navajo in Arizona. He settled in with them for seven years, during which he underwent several dream quests. 1883 brought hope for him. While smoking some of the spiritual plants he had been given for his quest, a group of travelers heading west to California came across him. There was nothing unusual about these people, except for one person. A man, about 25 by his looks, was surrounded in dim white glow.
He travled with these people until they setup camp for the evening, and asked to speak privately with this individual. By this time he was no longer glowing. Sean introduced himself, and the man did likewise, his name was Thomas. Cautiously sean asked Thomas about the glow he had seen around him earlier. Thomas was not aware of anyone else who had seen such a glow. Explaining about the dream quest he was on, Sean pulled his pipe from his pack and offered it to Thomas. After sitting for a while and smoking, they both began to see a faint glow around the other. Suddenly, Thomas had asked "How old are you? I mean, how old are you really?" Sean at that time was one hundred ninety two years old, he told Thomas. Thomas was overjoyed, and as Sean expected from the question, was also in a body that wouldn't die. He was eighty three years old. Neither of them were alone in the world anymore. They became fast friends, and Sean left his Navajo companions to travel with Thomas.
During the travel to California, Sean and Thomas learned a great many things about each other. Whatever the plant was his Navajo teachers had given him, it allowed each of them to see a glow around the other. Thomas had become undying, a he called it, in 1824. Unlike Sean, Thomas had not recieved a journal from his predacessor, and was only aware that he wouldn't die. Gunshot, fire, drowning, hanging or decapitation, admitted Thomas, would not end the life. He admitted to taking his imortality to head early on, and being a bit crazy for a while. When Thomas and his family settled in California, Sean built a house nearby. Weekly they would meet, and smoke, and ponder their condition.
In 1894 they met a third of their kind, a young woman by the name of Andrea. She had only fifteen years before, become undying. Andrea had recived a two page letter from her predacessor, explaining his life, and understanding of the life he was giving to her.
1921 they found a fourth gentleman, Micheal. He was two hundred and fifty that year, and yearning to die. The secret was shared, and in 1922 he passed his life on to a sixteen year old girl named Cynthia dying of cancer. For quite some time Cynthia lived with Andrea, and visited frequently with Sean and Thomas. In 1945 each of them went their seperate ways, exploring the far corners of the world. They now all had their own Journal, and kept details of what they learned. Before they parted company, they each agreed to meet again in 1975. In 1975 they met, at the pre-arranged location of Yellowstone Park, a landmark they were sure would not vanish in thirty years. Thomas did not return, in his place came Steve, middle aged man who Thomas had given his life to. Steve brough along the fifth of the undying known to this day, Kyle. Kyle was seventy three years old, having been transformed on his 30th birthday by a stranger. His journal only bared his own words.
At the conclusion of their one month long meeting, each of them took away a promise to meet again at Yellowston in fifty years, and for every fifty years thereafter. Andrea and Cynthia, suggested those who could, meet every twentyfive years.
Adam closed the book, and looked to the sky, the sun had risen considerably. Looking at his watch, he confirmed that it was nearing 9:00. He packed his journal, slipped on his backpack and walked back to camp.
A blazing fire awated him at camp, upon that fire cooked eggs and bacon, and potatoes. Karen was smiling, watching as Mary and Heather made a mess out of mixing up pancake batter.
"Oh, you're back early!" Karen greeted Adam, "I was hoping we'd have breakfast ready for you when you came back. Have a nice hike?"
"I just went south a little bit, and stayed around the lakes."
"As soon as these two finish," she chuckled, "mixing the batter, we can start the pancakes."
Karen pulled the slightly crisp bacon from the pan, the potatoes and eggs only needed another minute before they were done. When she had cleared the pan, and poured the grease into a hole in the ground she had dug. Next she put some butter into the pan, swirling it around until it was melted. Pancake batter poured into the pan with a sizzle, and a couple minutes later were ready.
After a well filling breakfast, bags were packed, and they started out on the days hikes.
"Today we're going north of the camp to the cliffs, it should take about an hour and a half to get there. Which will be," glancing at his watch "around 11:30 or so."
"Have your camera ready mom?" asked Heather.
"Yes, I still have plenty of batteries, and all my memory cards are empty now."
"Can you take a picture of the group of us? as we set out?"
"I think so. There's a timer function on the camera. Everyone group together over there. And smile!" She set up the camera on a tree branch, aimed the shot, and set the timer. She bounded back to the cluster of campers, and barely found her place before the flash flashed. "Not bad." she commented retrieving the camera. The camera was passed around and everyone liked the picture.
They hiked north, quickly the path began to head uphill and they took short breaks often. Finally they reached the top of the hill. Here they took a break to rest their tired legs. Pauls map said that they had around a mile and a half to walk still to reach the site of the cliffs.
After a short break, they returned to hiking. Along the way Karen shot some nice pictures of birds in the trees, some small animals off of the trail, and a dazzling shot of a dragonfly which hovered just feet in front of her lense. She switched memory cards soon after, having taken as many pictures as the shimmering insect would allow.
Mary found an arrow head along the trail, but was disappointed when she picked it up and realized it was a plastic toy. She kept it anyways as a moment of the trip.
Finally, a few minutes later than Adam had predicted, they reached the cliff. Along the ledge of the cliff here was an old weathered metal guard rail. Adam walked right up to the rail, and looked over and down to the rocks and river below. Feeling shaky from the height he retreated to a safe distance and looked towards the prarie below. Off to the south they could see the trail they had taken the day before, and the lake they had never fished in.
Karen changed memory cards three times, and batteries twice while on the cliffs.
Paul pointed out the oddly shaped hills off in the distance, they looked like half tear drops layed on their side. "How come all those hills are shaped that way?"
Adam answered "They're Drumlins. A glacier came through this way a long long time ago, and flattened everything out. Geologists think that the rock under those hills was strong enough to resist being ground down. The glacier came from the north, see how the big round part of the hill is there, and it tapers off to the south? The tapered end is where the glacier gradually wore the hill back down flat."
"Mr geologist you are now, I see." smirked Karen.
"We studied it in college, though I've never gotten to see any from this perspective before. The view is amazing." he paused for a moment, and then asked "What else is there to see on this trail Paul?"
"It goes down hill a few miles south of here, and then out across the prarie. There is an old rock quarry down there with some old rusted equipment. A little west of there is a small waterfall, and if we continue on we end up in that small town we drove through."
"Let's go that way and check out town, it only looks like 6 or seven miles from here." suggested Karen.
"Ok, we can stop there for a late lunch or early dinner, and hike back to camp along the road. I don't remember it being as steep a hill as what we're on now, although it will be a longer walk back. I think there's a trail that runs along the road about fifty feet off of it."
This sounded ok to everyone, and they started on towards the quarry.
Walking downhill to the prarie was much easier than the hike up the steep side of the hill. They reached the river that ran past the camp and stopped for a break. Everyone had a nibble of their dried goods, and a good drink, and were back on their way.
Adam had to stop the boys from having a swordfight with the sticks they had found along the way, when Paul 'accidently' hit his twin sister. Mary and heather occupied themselves by picking wildflowers from the side of the trail and putting them in their hair.
After a few more stops, and some mischief control, the quarry was in sight. Karen's camera was again at atention, snapping distance pictures of the scar in the ground, and the old rusted earth moving equipment. A large bucketed scoop sat motionless, it's control cables snapped by age. An old Ford pickup truck was at the ready, it's rust eaten bed held a large bolder. Beneight the truck the tires and suspension had collapsed under the weight.
"This quarry isn't technically part of the park, but the land surrounding it, except for that road leading to the highway is state land." read John from the booklet.
"It's creepy, it's like a ghost town, but no town, just machinery." said Mary.
"Yeah, it is. Everything looks sad and alone, forgotten in time." added Heather, "Do you believe in Ghosts daddy?"
"I'm not so sure about ghosts really, but I think there's more to this world than just what we can see and touch. The Indians believed that all things were part of a greater whole."
"It's scarry. Let's go on to the town" prodded Heather.
"Ok, it's 4:00 now, we can make it to town by 5:30 I think, we'll have another night walk back to camp, and your father can have the camera, he's good at spotting the night animals."
They walked another mile, and reached the falls at the stream. These falls were not light the high falls they had seen the day before, this one was a wide smile across a calm river. The water dropped less than 4 feet, and barely frothed at the botton. They sat here and had another quick snack and drink. Karen again changed her batteries.
Town was just 2 miles on ahead, the ground went uphill for a bit, but then it was downhill all the way to town. Heather spotted a large blue bird in the water, bobbing it's head under water looking for food. It caught a fish, and started eating it. Karen ran though another card. When it had finished eating the bird spread it's wings, flying directly over them.
"That was a Great Blue Heron, I think." said John, there's a picture of one in the booklet.
They continued along the trail to town, and came upon a small covered walking bridge, crossing the river into town. Downstream, from the shore they could see a large water wheel, spinning from the flow of the river. A sign on the building it was attached to read "Bread from flower ground daily." Across the bridge was a large park with benches and a fountain, the mist blown from the fountain, darkened the red brick surrounding it. Upstream was a small camping store with a sign proclaiming "Herbert's outdoor Emporium." Through the park, and across the main street was a cluster of stores. A small town grocery store centered between a small restaurant on one side, and a laundromat and hardware store on the other.
"Let's eat at that restaurant, there are a lot of people eating there." pointed out Paul.
"Looks good to me." ageed Adam.
They took a quick vote, it was unanimous. The restaurant was run by an extremely friendly greek gentleman who welcomed them hartily to his restaurant. He led them to a back room where several tables had already been pushed together. "Put your packs in that booth, we've plenty of room."
Their waitress came to them after they had settled in and took drink orders. She returned quickly with the drinks and took drink orders. The meal was wonderfull, and everyones feet enjoyed sitting for a while. During the meal, the owner brought around a pitcher of cool water, and offered to refill everyone's canteen. When dinner was done, they picked up their packs. Adam left a large tip, and thanked the owner for his hospitality.
It was still light outside, though the sun was edging it's way towards the horizon. They stopped in the grocery store, and picked up some fresh fruit and vegatables to restock camp. Mary refused to leave until they had gone into the bakery with fresh ground flour. They picked up two loaves of bread, and several wonderfull smelling cinnamon bran muffins. As it turned out the muffins never made it out of town much less to camp, they smelled to good.
(Updated 11-7-2002)
The trail out of town led them past the town hall, where bells crisply rang on the hour. The ancient town hall appeared to have at one time been a little village store. The cobblestone sidewalk they were on twisted away from the road briefly, leading to the trail that would lead them back to the campsite.
As they started along the trail, the sun kissed the horizon. The quiet crunch of gravel under their feet gave way to quiet, as the gravel faded out gradually to dirt. Tonight's hike was quiter than last night. There were fewer animals this close to the road, yet Karen still found room for some pictures of the trees. Being inside the trees, lit from the horizon in a redish orange glow, the trees appeared to be black shadows. Rather than the bright red light shining from the sun, it looked instead like the trees themselves were shining shadows upon the ground.
The sun continued sinking as they walked, conversation turned from discussion of the day's journey to tomorrow's upcoming spelunking adventure. "Tomorrow we hit the caves. The caves are not as close to camp as everything else we've hiked to, so we'll take the car."
"How big are the caves?" asked Mary.
"According to what I read, there are nearly six miles of cave that people can fit into. When I was there as a girl we took a short tour, hopefully we can take a full tour." answered Karen.
"Are there going to be any bats?" Heather queried.
"There's a small colony of bats in the caves, we'll be in there during the daytime so they'll be asleep. I hope I can get some good pictures of them."
A passing car created fast moving shadows in the trees, and was on it's way, leaving them in the relative darkness of their flashlights.
"They're cute looking, I just hope they don't fly in my hair." worried Heather.
"I doubt they will if we leave them alone."
"I've heard about the formations they have in the caves, millions of years passed to form them." added Adam.
"There were some pictures in the booklet, I was looking at them on the drive up. It looks neat." said John.
A larger animal crossed the trail ahead of them, quick as a pouncing cat there was a flash. "Nothing, well, maybe, is that a tail?" Karen asked, pointing the the blur in the picture.
"No, that's a leaf on the tree. But, those look like eyes." responded Heather.
"Yes those do, I wonder what it is?"
Adam looked at the picture, and then stepped away, trying to look at the same location the eyes had glowed from. He lit his flashlight, and pointed it towards the general area and saw the same flash of eyes. He moved slightly closer, getting a better look around the fallen tree the eyes were hiding behind. It was a raccoon, huddle down, trying to hide. Adam used Karens camera to get a quick picture of the raccoon, and then said "Let's leave it along, it looks really scared." They moved on, sure that the raccoon was releaved to see them go.
For the remainder of the walk, Adam noticed some small scurrying animals in the leaves beneith the trees and once thought he saw a larger shape darting through the trees in the distance, nothing close enough to get a picture of.
Finally after the long walk they were back at camp. They unpacked, showered and went quietly to bed without lighting a fire.
"I'm going to go for a quick walk, I'm not tired yet." said Adam, who was more than ready for bed.
"Ok, have fun."
Adam left camp quickly, and walked along the roads of the campgrounds. He could hear people sleeping in tents along his walk. He returned to the small spot he had sat earlier, and pulled the journal from his pocket.
He leafed through Seans section, making note of the medicinal herb that was used to see the glow of the undying, Datura also known as Toloache. He read through some more of Seans journal entried, and then flipped to the end of Seans section, his final entry.
It is long that I have been in this body. The time it has given me has been a great blessing. Through the years I have studied with some of the greatest scientific, religious and spiritual minds. None of them I have confided in have been able to explain my existance. I have spoken at length with those who share this gift, yet I see no purpose for our existance. Why do we exist? Are we here for a purpose? My Navajo friends think these may be the bodies of great spirits who have sought death. A monk from San Juan believed it was a great gift from god, to stand outside time and witness and tell god's greatness.
A scholar from Yale, believed we were here as anchors in time, to learn more than a single lifetime would allow, and distill our knowledge in books. Sometimes I wonder about other posibilities, but find no answers. How long have we existed, my body is the oldest that can be traced, and it goes back as far as 1304. Have we been around since biblical times? Were we walking on this earth when the human race started its first fire? Our bodies change to fit our soul it seems. We may have been dinosaurs, or early amphibians. Yet, through experimentation Thomas has discovered that he cannot pass the body any others than our own species. If we reproduce with non-undying we do not have undying offspring, they age and die like the rest of us. I have hope that Cynthia and Kyle, who married in 1987, will eventually answer the question if children of two undying inherit our gift.
Under several different names, I have published works on history, spirituality, and philosophy. Having lived this long life, I followed the advice of my scholar friend from Yale. My book are well respected in their circles, yet I don't belive that all but the few I have told, know why. I hold five college degrees, in history, philosophy, science, business and finally electronics. And have lived very comfortable off of my earnings.
I think it will be my time to move on soon, and this entry will be my introduction to the soul that takes my place in this body. Enjoy your time, be daring, and push limits, learn all you want to learn, and give back more than you take. I have had some powerfull experiances in my life, many good, and some bad. I have been fortunate to have had more than my share of joy.
I have remaied in contact with Cynthia, Kyle and Steve since our meeting in 1975. Each of them seems happy with their long life. To you who reads this after me, in the final pages of this journal are their phone numbers, and email addresses. What a strange world the past has given birth to, where words in lightning travel faster than the great eagles on the wind. My Navajo companions from long ago would I think have found some interesting similarities.
Seans journal ended with those words. Adam pulled his pen out of his pocket and penned his first entry in the journal.
Jul 15, 2002
I feel strange writing in this book that is so old. A great deal of personal history is bound into this book. It is, in a way my history, yet not at the same time. From what I have read about Sean and Gerald, and Isabel I have learned a little about my existance. None of the pages explain our imortality, and for that I am greatful I think. Without a purpose we are free to create and discover, and forge our own way through this world.
My name is Adam Atrus.
I suppose I have broken form by writing my ideas in here before the tale of how I got this body. I was working late on Friday, trying to get all my paperwork done for the upcoming week. Saturday my family and I had a Camping trip planned, and we wouldn't be back until Wednesday night. I finshed the paperwork up around 8:30pm, closed up the office, and headed home. I knew the way home well, and was driving perhaps a bit faster than I should have, but not excessivly. Around a corner I knew well, a large branch had fallen from an oak tree. I swerved around the tree, lost traction in the gravel on the side of the road, spun once, bounced from the ditch and slammed into a tree. My forehead was smashed into the windshield, and there was a lot of blood. Sean must have heard my accident, and come running. He pulled the door off the side of the car, and I slid out, I knew I was dying, too much was broken. He spoke with me about trading life for death, and before I knew it we had switched bodies. Except, I still looked like myself, my cloathes were on Seans body, and his on me.
After my mind cleared, I called the police and reported my car as stolen. They found the car quickly, and with an unknown man in the car, assumed he was the thief, case closed. I feel bad for Sean, I know the pain he took from me as he died, yet he smiled. I hope there's something pleasant for all of us beyond this life, not just the undying.
My family and I have kept to our plans to continue on our weekend plans, we have spend a wonderfull weekend together that I would have missed had I died that night, thank you Sean.
My senses seem heightened a bit, especially my night vision. I have noticed something eery as well. During the course of several nighttime hikes, I took pictures of animals I barely saw. Each picture I took, the animal was looking directly towards me, as if they can see this same strange glow that Datura allows us to see. I must get some Datura to see this glow for myself.
I will write more later, I feel I will have plenty of time.
He dropped the journal closing it, it feel safely into the weeds. As he reached to pick it up he found a piece of paper sticking out from inside the leather binding of the book. It was a lawyers business card , Attourney Harold Stevens, an addess and phone number. On the back was a note.
(Please visit Harold)
Adam tucked the card back into the leather of the book, making sure it was secure. He then quietly walked back to camp listening to the the sound of everything living around him, feeling at once seperated from it, and at the same time, more connected to it than he had ever been before.
He crept in the cabin, got into his sleeping bag, and put his arm on Karen. He slept very well that night.
Tuesday morning, the last full day of their vacation, came quietly. The quiet sound of fire crackling in its pit, the sound of children talking quietly, and the clink of Karen trying to quietly get the heavy cast iron pan from the cabin, awoke Adam.
"Is is morning already?" he mumbled.
"Yes, it is love." she smiled, "Go wash and cut up some potatoes for breakfast since you're up, please."
He shook his head awake and unzipped his sleeping bag. "Yeow, it's a cold morning."
"Paul started a fire for us, and we've got some water heating. Soon we'll have some coffee."
Adam got dressed for the day, grabbed an armfull of potatoes, and a bucket, and went to wash them across the street at the water faucet. He returned, and scooted the children to one half of the picnic table, while he took the other half to cut the potatoes.
"What are you guys playing?" he asked the children who had hands of cards.
"John taught us 'Liar', you say what you're putting down. If someone calls you a liar you have to draw that many cards, unless they're wrong, then they have to."
"Ah, I used to play that in college, we called it something else though." he chuckled.
"Yeah, so does my brother, but I didn't think you'd like the other name." John replied.
"Thank you...Ouch!" cried Adam, realizing where the potato stopped and his finger began.
"You ok daddy?" asked Heather?
"Yeah, it's only a little cut, I'll go wash it off." he said throwing the bloody piece of potato into the trash, and walking to the faucet. It was really only a little cut. He washed it well in the water, and it stopped bleeding promptly.
"See," he displayed, "it's only a tiny cut." He dug into his backpack and pulled out a bandaid for his finger. Karen insisted he put some anti-bacterial cream on it, which he neglected to do. Bandaged, he returned to cutting the potatoes without further incident.
Butter, Pepper, Butter and onions went into the pan on the fire. When the butter was melted, the potatoes was added. Karen had beaten some eggs, and was waiting for the potatoes to finish. "French toast ok for breakfast?"
No one disagreed.
After a big breakfast, made from the bread that was freshly ground yesterday, they packed everything into the cabin, and locked it. In the caves they wouldn't have any need for their packs, they took only their flashlights and canteens. Karen brought her camera.
Back into the cramped car, and an hour drive to the caves. After the filling breakfast, the car was unusually quiet, and the drive to the caves began peacefuly.
The ground became bumpier, the road driving between limestone walls, and over flowing rivers. They easily found the enterance to the Caverns State Park, it's sign built from large rocks. They drove in the enterance, about three miles along the road they came to the Museum/Visitors center.
Due to new rules, they could no longer go into the caves unguided as Karen had as a girl. They signed up for the long cave tour, two and a half miles in, and then they'd turn around and come back. Tours left every hour, and they had come five minutes after the previous tour left.
They went outside, and took a walk around the small trail system surrounding the museum. On the other side of the fence that boarderded the trail were small white signs, listing different plants native to the area. They looked at these plants, some of them very unusual looking, and effectively killed time until the tour began.
On the hour they met up at the main enterance of the cave. Several other people were also in line with them, waiting for the tour to begin. Before them, the great opening of the cavern dwarfed the eight foot fence built to limit access to the cave.
Dressed in park ranger tan, their tour guide arrived. He was a tall and skinny individual, who taked with a slight southern accent.
"Welcome to Caverns State Park. Before we enter the cave, we have some basic rules to follow. One, don't touch anthing that's not human made. The oils from your body can cause these beautiful cave formations to stop growing for many hundreds of years, so please, don't touch. Two, Tracy, will be your second guide, she'll be here in a moment. She will walk behind the group, and I will walk in front. Please don't go wandering off on your own. Three, and this goes along with rule one, don't pick anything up. Also, don't leave anything behind, it's called littering, and there's a hefty fine. Four, when we talk, please keep quiet, the caverns magnify sound, and people in the back won't be able to hear me if you're talking.
Now, before we begin, who's never been in a cave before?"
Mary, Heather, Paul and several people from the other groups raised their hand.
"Ok, you get to go in first. Ah, here's Tracy."
"Hello everyone, I'm tracy. Frank's already told you our rules I see, any questions?"
None were voiced.
"Ok, follow Frank, it's time to go on in."
Frank stepped into the dark caverns, his flashlight bobbed for a distance, and then the caverns lit up.
(Updated 11-8-2002)
The cavern enterance went in about three hundred feet, what was hiden in shadow was now revealed to be a solid cement wall, plugging the cave enterance. A sturdy steel door was in the middle of this wall.
"This outide part of the caverns initially went in one hundred fifty feet, it narrowed to a half foo. This opening wound into the caverns for another fifty feet before opening up to what you will see as we enter this door. In 1967 a team of geologists widneded the opening, to allow easy access into the central cave. Unfortunately, increased air flow from the new larger opening was drying the upper levels of the caverns out. So, in 1968, this cement wall was built to limit the airflow, and restore moisture balances. Please follow me."
He opened the door, and steppped in.
As Adam entered the cave, the air smelt of wet dust. He could feel the humidity in the air, a damp almost coldness wrapped around him.
"Here you see the cave's native inhabitants. They'll be happy to leave you alone if you do the same for them." The tour guide shone his helmet light towards the cieling, and illuminated a furry moving covering on the cieling. Bats, they were huddled together for warmth, hanging upside down on the cieling above, sleeping soundly.
Flashes flashed from the crowd and Adam didn't need to look to know one of the sources was Karen.
The tour guide related some facts about the bat's, their habitat, and their food.
"Ick, they eat bugs?" whispered Mary.
Adam nodded, motioning her to be quiet.
Mary made an exagerated disgusted face. Adam made one back.
"We estimate there are between one hundred and two hundred thousand bats in this cave. Now, if we go further on, we will come to the Great Drop, early explorers couldn't get beyond this point easily, and much of the cave beyond this point was undiscovered until the early fifties. Now, of course, we have stairs, and the going is a lot easier. Try to imagine going down this drop on a rope, lowered down by someone you hoped was your friend."
The decended the stairs, it was a long journey down a steep shaft. Small formations could be seen along the shaft, tiny stalagtites, and stalagmites, although Adam couldn't remember which was which. There were also some crystaline formations, and spots where the rock almost looked like it had melted and flowed down.
Finally, they reached the bottom, the ongoing cave still shrouded in unlit darkness.
"You all made it, good. On the way back, we will be taking the alternate enterance from a branch of this cave, there's an elevator there to take us back up." There was a collective sigh of relief. "What you have just walked down is a sheer drop of four hundred feet. It was believed at one time that a river ran through the caves here, and where these stairs stand, was once a huge cave waterfall. As time moved on the waterlevel sunk, and the caves drained. Water perculating through the limestone above and around us, picks up minerals from the surrounding earth. As this water very slowly drips from the cieling and walls, it begins to leave behind a trace. After many hundreds of thousands of years, these traces build up, on the cieling they form Stalagmites, where they drip on the floor stalagtites. If they grow really large, and connect, they're called colums. An easy way to remember the names, stalagtites hold 'tight' to the cieling, and stalagmites 'might' meed a stalagtite and become a column."
Their guide flipped a switch, the next section of the cave lit up, and he led them into it. Behind them the lights had flickered off.
"We keep the lights off as much as possible to prevent the build up of algae on the cave walls where the lights shine." he added as he walked.
Turning around the corner, they began to hear a soft rumbling, but no mention of it was made yet.
Around the corner were some beautiful stalagtites hanging from the cieling, the lights lit them, and revealed their blue and green colors.
"These appear beautiful now, but just wait a moment." He flipped another switch, nothing appeared to happen. He then flipped the first switch, the caverns plunged into darkness, except the stalagtites were now glowing dimly, as their eyes adjusted they appeared brighter.
"The black lights I just turned on, are now causing the stalactites to glow. Flourescent Materials the water dripping through the gound picked up have been deposited in them over the years, these various minerals have also given the beautiful green and blue colors you see when the lights are on." He paused for a few minutes, and then the lights came gradually back to full brightness.
"Now on to our greatest treasure, pay attention to some of the cave formations on our walk ahead." he started off down the path, which sloped downward at something more than a slight slope,
The rumbling slowly grew louder, as they continued to descend to the lower regions of the cave.
The caves took an abrupt right and opened on a huge chamber. On the far wall, across thirty feet of rippling, shimmering water, was a waterfall, it appeared about fifteen feet tall. The water splashed out fo a narrow horizontal channel in the wall.
"This is heaven lake. The water that enters through that small crack comes from a stream three miles from here. Geologists have done tests with tracing chemicals, and have discovered that water from the stream takes nearly five hours to wind it's way underground to this point. In the water, you may notice are some small white fish. These fish are relatives of the common goldfish pet, or carp. They have lived in the darknesso of these caves for so long that their coloring has been genetically bread out of their species. Their eyes are sightless, and contain no pigments."
Small white shapes could be seen darting throgh the water, they swam slowly, and seemed not to be concerned with any noises along the shore.
"Small water insects and algae find their way in through the waterfall, and provide enough food to feed the one hundred or so fish that live in this lake. The lake extends four hundred feet in the direction we just came from, and another two hundred feet in the oposite direction. It's estimated to hold around 1.3 million gallons of water, or aproximately twenty olympic swimming pools full of water. If you glance at the bottom of the pool you will notice lillypad shaped stones. These are stalacmites that formed on the surface of the water, and gradually sunk as the level dropped lower. At the time they formed, the waterfall would not yet have formed, and the lake would have been perfectly mirror smooth."
Many pictures were taken of the lake by the entire group, Karen getting her share. They moved on a few more feet to a small hole in the wall. A black curtain surrounded it.
"This cave, which stands over a whole foot high, extends four thousand feet in that direction. It's flourescent stalactites are especially bright, and very beautiful. Feel free to look into this tiny cave as you pass. Additionally, this point is also the lowest above water point in the entire cavern system, from here we will go back upwards, turn around, and take some of those alternate paths we passed on the way. Aproximately twenty percent of the return route duplicates the caverns we have traveled through already."
A line formed to look into the tiny cave leading back into the rocky wall. After a few minutes, and several pictures from Karen, Adam's turn came. He peered down the hole, which had several black light bulbs secured along it's length. It was spectacular, a small tunnel leading almost razor straight into the distance, it's length bounded by columns, stalactites and stalagmites that glowed. The colors faded into the distance, glowing a more redishorange color near the opening, a brilliant band of dark blue glowed several feet in, beyond that there were faded yellows, and the light darkened. Further in another black light lit up the far distance, where it glowed a nearly ruby red.
Adam moved beyond the black light blocking curtain, and stepped up to the guide.
"That really is amazing. How did you get the blacklights that far back in to the tiny cave?" Adam asked Frank
"In the cieling of the next cavern over there is a hole leading up into this cave from the cieling. The light is suspended in this hole. It is beautiful, it's my most favorite sight in the cave, I never tire of looking at it. I've worked here seven years now."
The conversation was cut short by another question from the group about the composition of the chemicals producing the light.
Adam wandered around the cavern, looking at the walls, and small rock formations that had formed on the walls over many many years. He felt that he, at least more than anyone here, might grow to understand just how long that could be.
Whe everyone had finished looking into the long narrow cave, they moved on. They headed slithly uphill to another large chamber, the lights were off here, but the tour guides beam lit the floor.
"We call this chamber the meditation room. In the early 20s, a group of local spiritualists would come here, lie down on the floor, and with the light of a single candle meditated in solitude. If you will all come over here, and lie on the cavern floor, or sit on this bench." his light beam widened lighting both the floor and bench dimly. "I will turn the lights out and you can experience total darkness. Once your eyes adjust to it, I will light a single candle."
People settled themselves on the floor and bench. Frank sat down among the midle of the group, and turned off his beam.
Absolute pitch black, even Adam's eyes picked up not a speck of light. He resisted the temptation to press the button on his watch which would prove he hadn't gone blind.
"This is complete darkness, there is no light in this room. Now I will light my candle." A soft flickering glow spread across the room, silent sparkles radiated back from the cieling like stars darting through the sky. "Of course, this isn't a real candle. The soot from candles would eventually build up on the walls and ruin this for everyone. This flashlight puts out one and a half candle power, aproximately the light of one of the larger candles people would have viewed this by in the 20s."
Adam looked upwards, the shimmering of the cieling was hypnotizing, and he felt relaxed, it was peacefully beautiful and calming.
"Now, let's see what this room look like by the light of modern technology."
Focused beams of light lit up, striking the cieling. Light reflected through the small crystals which had grown on the cieling, and it looked for a moment as if they were standing withing the explosion of a firework, frozen in time. People gasped at the effect.
"Let's rest here for a moment. Just outside the cavern enterance is a washroom, pipe runs nearly a half mile sraight up to the surface. At this point in the tour, we have walked nearly two miles, the return path will take us through a loop of the caverns, and we will cover another three miles. The additional mile of cave that exists here can only be reached across the water, and we don't cover it in tours."
After a ten minute break, they headed back on towards the second path. This path gradually led upwards, it passed several breathtaking flow formations on the wall, red and white stripes running through it, giving it the appearance of almost raw bacon. Another flow was a dull blue color, and reminded Mary of warm taffy. They continued on for almost a mile.
"Here is a formation we call Wolves tongue." smiled Frank.
A slab of flowstone had fallen off of the wall, and lie on the floor, it's red tint did indeed make it appear to be a tongue. On both sides of it, stalactites and stalacmites nearly met like teeth in a wolves mouth. The area behind the fallen flowstone was a darked rock, and gave the impression of a large mouth.
Again they walked a great distance, to another formation which appeared to be a ring of huge stalactites high on the cieling. Walking through a gap in the corespinding stalacmites on the floor they looked upwards. Redish flowstone covered the walls of the hole surrounded by these formations. "This we call Devils Throat, the ring of stalacmites being his teeth, ready to gobble up the sinfull. We have one more site to see here before we reach the elevator, and return to the light of day. This way."
After another trek, they reached a room filled with formations. A narrow path had been cleared through the center, and a railing bounded it. "We call this the nursary, there are over two thousand stalacmites and stalacmites in this chamber alone. The longest is just three inches, and the shortest are all but bumps on the cieling. We estimate that these tiny stalacmites have been growing for only eight thousand years, quite phenominal growth for density of this size."
"How many cards is that Karen." asked Adam.
"Hum?" asked Karen looking up from her camera. "Oh, I think I'm on number six."
"Wow, that's a lot of pictures."
"I take a lot, that way I have a lot to look through to get the best, a lot get tossed into the scrap folder."
"Ok folks, now you've seen the entire tour. The elevator will take us up six at a time, and convieniently exits the cave in our gift shop. We sincerely hope you enjoyed your tour, and come back again soon."
The third load of people up the elevator was Adam's family and friends. The elevator did indeed lead directly out into the gift shop. Adam looked over the silly trinkets, and mass produced tourist junk. On the other side of the store however were the natural goods, and here he saw some things that interested him more. He finally settled on a pewter impression of a Bobcat's footprint, and a handmade Indian peace pipe to hang in his office, which suddenly appealed to him.
It was still barely three in the afternoon, the sun was still high in the sky. "Ok, did anyone see anthing else they wanted to do in the tourist center?"
"Let's go back and swim in the lake at the campgrounds." suggested Paul.
The idea appealed to all, and the treck back to the campground seemed to go quicky.
At camp they changed quickly for the swim, and walked quickly to the lake. There was a large sandy beach where Adam placed his pack. He jumped into the water, splashing and playing as hard as the children. A number of other children were in teh water as well. An impromptu game of water volleyball started up with a beachball, and a volleyball net someone brought into the water. Adam seemed to have more energy than he used to have, and kept playing, long after Karen, and finally the kids had worn out and swam away.
He realized at one point that his bandage on his finger had disappeared, but paid it no mind while playing. Finally after the owner of the net and ball took them back to camp, Adam went to his pack to put a new bandage on his finger. He was surprised to see that the small cut this morning was all but gone alread, it appeared as a stripe of skin just slightly more pink than the rest.
Tonight they had their biggest dinner. Adam had picked up a six pack of beer, and let each of the children have a sip from his can before finishing off the rest. He grinned broadly at their sick grins as they swaloowed the bitter cheap beer. He pretended to be sneaking around behind Karen's back, but neglected to tell the children it alcohol free.
They sat around that night, playing board games and cards. Knowing the children could sleep in the car the next morning, Adam related a ghost story that his father used to tell around campfires.
"A long time ago, an evil little boy grew up to be an evil man. His heart was said to be blacker than coal, and meaner than a badger on fire. He was said to enter the woods during hunting season, and club people with their own guns when they went behind a tree to do their business. With his greasy unwashed fingers he would tie their arms behind their backs, and hang them to die in the highest branches of the tree. This went on for years, one or two people a month. Until one day, he forgot to set the safety on the gun he picked up. He hit the hunter in the head with the shotgun and it went off, shooting through the heart. The hunter woke some time later and discovered the dead body. He staggered back to his car, forgetting entirely about his gun. Police arrived later, and bound up the evil man, his body they say had already begun to rot. The police took the hunters gun for evidence. Because of the fright the hunter had, and at his request they melted the gun down and sold the metal to a scrap man. The scrap was then forged into a statue of a wolf. They say, that that statue comes awake every year on the day of the shooting, it's metalic hide rippling like skin. It roams the woods every night until it finds a hunter peeing in the woods. It's icy stare possesses the hunter, who then shoots someone else with his gun. The hunter then walks around in a fog for days until the police pick him up, but by that time his mind is gone. The trial is always quick, his fingerprints, his gun, and he's locked in the asylum, a walking corpse. Once a year, as the wolf hunts it's next victim, the insane walk to the barred windows of the asylum and howl. They pound on the bars trying to get loose, chanting the name of the hunter who's gun killed the evil man. They curse him, and swear one day they will be loose and kill whoever crosses their path until the hunter is..." Adam pauses, and then shouds "Dead!".
He then sends the kids to their tent, cautioning them to listen for wolves.
(Updated 11-11-2002)
Morning light came early, as it does outdoors, the last morning they had of vacation. Adam lay in his sleeping bag, watching the dust float through the sunbeam from the window of the small cabin. How had the kids slept after that story, he wondered. Beside him, Karen was still asleep, her redish blond hair covering her face. Outside he heard little movement, a few birds were chirping their morning calls, but beyond that all was quiet.
He considered his place in the universe, and how lucky he was. Karen and he married junior year of college, they had told her parents two years later. Five years later Karen was pregnant. Another nine months, and they were surprised by twins, Paul and Heather. He remembered that morning well, Karen woke him up, saying it was time. The rush to the hospital, after that a wait that seemed forever the Doctor came out and congradulated him on twins, one boy, one girl. They moved a year later to their current house. Paul and Heather are now almost fourteen, they've grown so fast. He no longer needed to wish he would always be around to see them grow and have families of their own. Now, he was for all intents imortal, although the previous tenants of his body called it undying, for they never stayed in the body long but passed it on.
Contented, Adam shifted his face out of the sunbeam, and slept on until sounds from outside woke him up. He stared at the world trying to make sense of the wooshing noise he heard, some metal clanging, and Paul and John talking. He urged his body to wake up fully and stumbled out of the cabin. The cooler morning air, compared to the warmth in the cabin finished the job.
"What's going on out here?" he asked.
"We're taking our tent down and packing things up." Paul answered.
"Oh, that's what that noise was. Still not quite awake."
"Didn't mean to wake you dad." apologized Paul.
"It's ok, it's time to be up anyways, if we start out early, we can take longer breaks along the drive. Girls awake yet?"
"No, they're still sleeping."
"Yes we are!" disputed Mary. "It's too cold out there to get out of the tent yet."
"I'll light a fire, we need one for breakfast, and you can come out and warm up by it. Sun should be warming things up soon."
"Thanks Mr. Atrus."
Adam took half their remaining wood, and piled it up in the pit, the rest he kept aside to add as the fire grew hotter. With the help of some wax dripped from a candle, a lot of blowing, and several matches, Adam had a warm fire going. He sat next to it for a while, letting the glowing heat warm him in the morning cold.
He quietly went into the cabin, returned with the coffee pot and the food cooler. He filled the pot with water and coffee. Soon after the heavenly aroma of Coffee was drifting out of the pot. He took it off of the fire, and poured himself a cup.
He let Heather take a sip when she finally energed from the tent, the face she made revealed her thoughs about the evil bitter brew. Heathers face was enough to convince Mary not to try some coffee. Paul and John however each drank half a mug, their faces said they wern't enjoying it, but they were being tough and drank it as though they enjoyed it.
"Mom up yet?" asked Heather?
"Nope, let her sleep in, I got to sleep in this morning."
"What's for breakfast?"
"Plenty of stuff, we should cook up everything we have here, so it doesn't go bad in the car. If we have some bacon left over we can make BLTs for lunch in the car or something."
Adam recruited the children, and mass-cooked breakfast from the cooler. By the time the cooler was empty of raw food, Karen come out of the cabin.
"Watch that oil, she cautioned." she said noticing the oil was bubbling furiously in the pan.
"We're just frying the rest of the chicken we had, so we can make lunch on the road." Adam responded. He poured a little water on the fire to cool it.
The chicken cooked for a while and then set on a plate to cool a bit until they were ready to be packed. He had some potatoes, roughtly cut into french fries, that he put into the pan. They sputtered and sizzled for a moment, and then settled.
As the fries cooked the oil began to smoke Adam went over to pour more water on the fire. The smoke from the oil got into his eyes, and some of the water ended up in the frying pan not the fire. Hissing, the oil sputtered, and splashed, and Adam jumped back shilding his face from the hot spray of oil.
"You ok?" asked Karen.
"Fine, felt like bacon frying" answered Adam, as some oil splashed down into the fire. Whoosh, the fire errupted, it lept into the sky, a pillar of flame four feet high, burning with intense heat. Everyone instinctively took a few steps back.
"Put it out!" Karen demanded.
"It's ok, it's far enough away from everything, let it burn out." suggested Adam.
Mary looked a little scared, but Heather, John and Paul were watching with awe.
The intense heat forced them back further, and attracted some nearby campers.
"Wow, you've got yourself quite a fire there, good thing it's outdoors" said a camper who had ventured by, drawn to the fire like a moth.
"Yeah, good thing it wasn't in a kitchen, it would have made a mess." replied Adam.
The fire burned for nearly a minute, and then finally sputtered down leaving the large cast iron pan smoking on the fire. Adam with several towels covering his hands picked up the pan, and set it on a nearby rock.
"Look at that pan, it's a mess, it'll be impossible to clean." sighed Karen.
"No problem, I'll just take it out to the garage, get out the power sander, and grind it down to the cast iron, we can coat it with oil and reseason the pan. Good as new."
She sighed, thinking of Adam and his power tools. However, she knew cast iron pan vs Adam Atrus, the pan stood a good chance of surviving intact.
"Ok, show's over, let's have breakfast, and pack up camp.
Breakfast was eaten leasurely, enjoying their last morning outdoors. After breakfast, Adam and Karen started packing up the camp, and when the kids got in the way they sent them to the lake for a swim.
Tearing down camp was always harder work than setting up, but finally the task was completed, and the tents lie on the ground, securely wrapped in their packs. This morning's food was packed up in the cooler, waiting for new ice when they reached town.
With everything packed, Adam and Karen went swimming in the lake one last time. After about an hour they headed back to camp, changed one at a time in the Cabin, loaded the last of their supplies in the car, and drove out. Stopping quickly in town for some more fresh bread and some supplies for lunch.
The ride home was quiet, the kids were blissfully worn out from the swim, and they reached their first gas stop with no fighting in the back seat. Karen turned the car over to Adam after fueling up, and he drove the next two hundred miles.
They stopped at a rest stop around two in the afternoon and ate their lunch. Quickly they were back on the road and by 7:00 they are safely parked in the driveway at home, Mary and John dropped off at their own homes on the way.
Home again, there's nothing like the contrast of four walls a cieling and floor, Adam thinks. He is aware of all that is artificial around the house. At the same time he yearns for the simpler life of the outdoorsman, he revels in the safety and convienience of the suburbanite. This weekend camping trip has taught them that they can at least start survive if necessary in the wilderness. Looking around him at the comfortable couch and the big screen TV, he hopes it remains recreational.
The kids, watch TV for a while. Heather calls her other friends to tell them about the weekend, while Paul sets up a website to show his friends some of the pictures. His opening page is the camp fire oil fire inferno, which Karen though surprised instinctually caught with her camera.
Adam went upstairs to the den, and read through the Journal some more, re-reading the entries from Sean and considering his existance. After some time Karen comes up the stairs to let the kids it's bed time. Soon the kids are clean and dressed for bed, and Karen herself goes to take a shower.Adam carefully hid the Journal in the bottom of his closet, keping the lawyers business card in his wallet.
This time it's his turn to surprise Karen in the shower, though the results are much the same as the night he came home in this body for the first time. It may not be his body, but it serves him and Karen well.
Noise during the morning, and Karen kissing him, wishing him a good day. That's all Adam remembers for some time.
Thursday morning, the sun is quietly hidden behind the shades, and the little light that escapes, serves only to help Adam avoid stubbing his toes. He looks at his watch, it's 11am, and he is more than glad that he decided to take half of the day off, he doesn't need to be in the office until 1:00 or 2:00. He walks to the shower quietly, listening to the children playing in the yard. It will be a quiet morning before work, their neighbor watches the kids during the day for the summer break. The shower is especially refreshing, having this morning only to trudge through soft blue carpet in his bare feet, in this he doesn't miss the outdoors.
After the thought and body warming shower, he eats breakfast. Listening to the answering machine messages, his own car is repaired, and he can pick it up on the way to work. Other messages on the answering machine are from the Rental companies insurance people, wanting additional information.
Remembering, he takes the card for Sean's lawyer out of his wallet. He flicks it between his fingers thoughtfully for a moment, deciding what to say when he calls.
"Hello, this is Harold Stevens office, how may I help you?"
"Yes, I would like to speak with someone about an aquaintance of mine Sean Piper."
"My Stevens is not in at this time, I can take your number and have him return your call when he is available."
Adam left his work and home number.
The walk to work was pleasant, and he picked up his old Acclaim at the mechanic. At the sight of his bill, he again longed for the simplicity of the outdoorsman.
Work was busy, maybe he shouldn't have taken the half day off.
He worked hard, and midway through the afternoon the phone rings.
"Adam Atrus?"
"Yes."
"This is Harold Stevens, you placed a call to my office earlier today?"
"Yes, I have a business card of yours. On it is written 'The stars above only know why we are here' and a note to call you from Sean Piper."
"He finally found someone then. I havn't talked to him in months, I wish I'd gotten the chance to say goodbye."
"Oh, so you know about the situation then."
"Yes, Sean was my grandfathers client, and my father's, and finally mine, he was also a good family friend. I grep up knowing him, and when he became my client he explained his secret."
"Ah, that makes this much easier then."
"He gave you his journal then, good. I read it once, and except for the fact that Sean was always the same age I wouldn't have believed things myself."
"You'll have to tell me about him sometime."
"Exactly. We'll have other business as well, but perhaps we can setup a meeting time, for dinner perhaps?"
"Ok, I work till six during the week, and it looks like your office is about an hour from my house."
"Can you make it tomorrow evening? I had a client meeting which just recently cancled. I have the time set aside. Is 7:30 too late?"
"Sounds good to me."
"Ok, let's meet for dinner at Chez Carlisle, it's three blocks south of my office. I'll be there at 7:30, tell them you're there to meet me, I'm a regular customer."
"I'll be there. Can you tell me what this is about."
"Only a little bit, Sean has some personal items he wished the person taking his place to have. I'll explain more tomorrow."
"Ok, thank you. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Great, have a nice day."
Adam hung up the phone gently. Now more than ever he needed to figure out a way to explain things to Karen.
(Updated 11-12-2002)
The rest of the work day went quickly. While he had thoughts on his mind, the business of his job kept his mind occupied and time flew.
By quitting time he had his daily work done, and only left work a half hour late. He drove home carefully, taking a different route than last friday.
He arrived home about an hour after Karen. She had wrangled the kids in from the outdoors, and put them to use readying the table for dinner. He envied the kids, life was so nice when he didn't have to go to a job eight or often more hours a day. Summer break was always a cherished, a break from school.
Karen was busy preparing dinner. "What's for dinner?"
She handed him a large plate full of bratwurst, smiling "Raw or cooked bratwurst, your choice."
He took the plate of meat, went out back and set them on the tray next to the gas grill. He turned on the propane, and the burners, yet waited a moment before clicking in the sparker. Click, Whoosh, a ball of flame errupted quickly in the grill, and quickly returned to a more managable size.
After the grill heated, and the bratwurst cooked, dinner was server. The kids finally came to the table, and dinner was served.
They prayed for their food briefy and then decended on it like a pack of ravenous wolves.
After dinner Adam went upstairs to the den and looked at the phone. He flipped open the jorunal, and picked up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hello, is this Kyle?"
"Yes, who is this?"
"My name is Adam Atrus."
"Are you selling something? I don't buy from telemarketers."
"No, no. This is a little unusual. I got your name from a journal that was passed on to me."
"Who's gone, Steve....no, it must be Sean, he was talking about it."
"Yes, Sean."
"What happened?"
Adam explained the accident, and the transformation.
"Good, I get the feeling you're a good person. Sean would have been happy. Can you hold on for a moment, I want to tell Cindy."
"Sure."
Kyle was gone for a few minutes, after which a woman's voice came on the line.
"This is Adam?"
"Yes."
"I'm Cindy. So, after all that talk Sean finally found someone's death to take."
"Yes, he saved my life."
"You have a wife, girlfriend, kids?" she asked.
"Yes, a wife Karen and two children, Heather and Paul."
"Oh, arn't they great. Kyle and I just had our first thirteen years ago."
"Congratualtions. Sean mentioned in the Journal that you were thinking about it."
"Yes, who would have thought that at eighty years old I'd be pregnant. But, Rayna is beautiful, she's just starting to notice boys."
"Thirteen you said, that's almost the same age as our kids."
"We should meet sometime and let our kids play together."
"Definately. Oh, Sean mentioned he was curious, so I thought I'd ask..."
"We're not sure, there's a hint of a glow, but nothing like the rest of us. I don't use the Datura much, Sean didn't have any problems with it, but it gives me an awefull migrane that lasts for a week or more. Kyle gets sick, but it only lasts a few hours."
"I'd been wanting to try the Datura, now I'm not so sure I want to."
"Life is short, give it a try at least once. Maybe it will agree with you, Sean had no problems with it."
"Short? I've realized my life expectancy is limited only by my bordom."
"It's a joke, maybe a bad one. How long have you been undying?"
"Tomorrow evening it will be a week."
"Oh! You called us quickly. I figured you'd be months into things before calling. No wonder it's not funny to you yet. When I became, I still felt a little of the cancer inside me even though it never transfered to this body. It was about a month or so before I stopped feeling it."
"I understand, my head still has a dull ache in it from smashing into the windshield."
"Oh, I'm sorry to cut this short, Kyle and I have plans this evening. Rayna's camp is putting on a play tongight, and Kyle is in the doorway motioning crazily that we have to go."
"I was trying to be subtle." mentioned Kyle from the background.
"Dear, you've never been very subtle in eighty years. I'll be right there." she said to Kyle. Then to Adam "I'm sorry. If you want to talk later tonight we'll be home lateish around 10:30, otherwise give us a call anytime."
"I think we'll have plenty of time to talk. Thank you."
He hung up the phone. After a few moments of quiet, he picked it up again. "Hello, you've reached the answering machine of Steven Corsell. As this isn't a human being, you'll have to leave your words in this tiny little box and I will retrieve them later." Adam didn't leave a message.
He looked at his watch, it was 9:00 already. He went downstairs and watched some TV with Karen. The rest of the evening was relatively uneventfull.
The next day was a routine workday for Adam as he anticipated the evenings dinner with Harold Stevens. He as usually had more work than time, but it wasn't due till next week, so he left on time.
There it was, after an hour drive, Chez Carlisle. He was early by about an hour, so he killed time by walking throught the park.
Chez Carlisle, was a relatively simple two story building. It's neon sign giving a red glow to the sidewalk in front of the building. Four glass windows, a wooden door, the sign and the drain pipe from the roof were the only deviation from the strong red blick walls.
He pulled the door open and stepped in. The aroma of well cooked food beckened him futher in. He stepped up to the front desk. "How may I help you sir?"
"I'm meeting with Harold Stevens tonight." Adam answered.
"Certainly. Let me take you to him."
They walked through the main dining area and into a smaller room in the back. A middle aged man with a well trimmed brown beard stood up. "Adam Atrus?"
"Yes, are you Harold Stevens?"
"My mother always told me I was, yes."
"Nice to meet you." Adam held out his hand, which was recieved in friendship by a very firm grasp.
"Please sit, they should be bringing in appetizers momentarily." He paused, looking Adam over "Well well, you're a decent looking chap. Not at all ugly, eternity shouldn't be very hard on you at all. Sean chose well I'd venture a guess."
"Thank you. You knew Sean all your life then?"
"Yes, he was my godfather. He would visit from time to time. My father and he used to talk endlessly about the old days."
"Tell me about him."
"Surely. My first memories of him are as Uncle Sean, we would see him every year for Easter. He was kind and caring, and always seemed to have more energy than us kids, and would play endlessly with us. When I got older he would tell me stories of the old west, and the settling of the country. At that time he was a history professor teaching at the local college. He loved the past, almost as much as he loved the future. He would read to us storys, H. G. Wells, especially Time Machine. I now realize why it was one of his favorites. Unfailingly he would have some gift to give us. When I was twelve he brought me a complete set encyclopedias. In those books, he told me, was an ocean of knowledge, but not experiance. When I graduated he gave me a copy of Time Machine, first edition hardcover, autographed by H.G. Wells himself.
When I graduated from college, he bought me a nice new car, saying 'Nobody will want a Lawyer who drives a beat up old car.' When my father's partner took most of the firm for himself, and left us with barely enough to continue on, Sean bought a partnership in the firm. Several years later he bought out the partner's business as well and gave it to my father. That's the office I now work in.
He always went out of his way to help those who needed help. He volunteered for homeless shelters, for projects to help those less fortunate. Several times he was known to give blood until he passed out, probably till the point he would have died if he could have.
He was adventerous as well. Sometimes I wonder if he pioneered these extreme sports. Many times he's come crashing down to the ground, trying one stunt or another from a plane, or a cliff. I remember, after he told us about his secret, him telling some of his crazy stories. One way or another he ended up scraped up, on fire or had broken bones. It was never his intention to hurt himself mind you, that always came as an accident. He was willing to take the risk because he had nothing to loose, even the worst injuries healed in a week or so.
He at one point worked in Affrica, he had gone there to seek meaning for his existance. While he was there he worked at a rescue camp for yellow fever victims. He caught the virus, but his imune system fought it down quickly. He tested himself after contracting any disease, and never found any trace of infection. He had many diseases over time, but never suffered more than a day or two from them before they vanished from his body."
"Wow, I had no idea. His journal had a lot of personal experiances in it, but mostly as they related to understanding the body he lived in. An owners manual to what we are, as far as he could discover."
"That brings up to the card. Sean had certain possessions that he felt he should pass along to the next soul who he transfered to the body."
"And you know for sure that's who I am?"
"Oh, definately. The words on the card, the knowledge, that can all be stolen. But, a smoke of a Datura laced cigarette never lies."
"You have Datura?"
"I had Datura. I smoked the last Cigarette Sean gave me with it to see your Aura. Sean left the address of the Shaman in New Mexico who can get you some. Be carefull, it's a controlled substance in many states, including this one."
"Any advice on obtaining some from this Shaman?"
"Go in person, don't get caught, but you guessed that already."
Adam nodded.
"Anyways, here's some of Sean's things he wished passed on to you." Harold pulled a paper box out from under the table beside him. He placed the box on the table. As he did this, the waiter brought in the appatizers.
At this point, they paused, spent some time looking over the menu and each ordered something that sounded very tasty.
"Ok, back to the box." Harold stated. He took the box lid off and set it aside, there appeared to be little in the box. "Here is Seans pipe, it's very old, it's the one he was smoking when he first discovered the aura around Thomas."
Adam took the pipe, it was weathered, and old, but still looked usable. It almost seemed to sooth him simply sitting in his hands.
"Next, we have his pocket watch. He told me once, that the tick of machinery fixes time in our mind, and
gives names to the times we live though. That saying is inscribed inside. Here are several CDs of Seans artwork, the full text of all his books, pictures of friends and family, his time capsule of his life.
Last, but certainly not remotely least, are Seans finanaces."
"Finances?"
"Oh, yes. Sean asked me, on confirmation of his passing on, to distribute his estate. This is your portion. He asked me to manage his estate until you had some experiance being undying, after which it's all yours to do with as you wish. Mostly he wanted to give you some money to throw away, to spend how you want. When you're done being 'young and foolish' he asked me to give you the rest of the investments." He handed over an investment portfolio, in it it listed many hundreds of thousands of shares of stock in various companies. Nearly half was invested in startup bio-tech companies, while the rest was spread out across many of the worlds oldest and most well known companies"
"My god, this must be worth a million easily."
"Oh, I'd guess more than that, probably somewhere slightly under fourty million. Sean had an advantage none of us have in watching trends and investing well. Here are some more of his assets. He owns a ranch down in New Mexico, a couple hundred acres. Ok, here we have his bank accounts, your share of them is quite sizable. Here's a check to get you started." he handed over a check.
"Two million dollars?"
"Yes, that's for six months. After that you'll recieve the interest on the account every six months, taxes are already taken care of. My firms services to you as a lawyer to you are pre-paid by Sean's share of the business. I think that easily covers you until around year 2100."
"I feel like I've won the lottery. I can't believe I'm alive after that accident, that alone makes me happier than anyting, now this."
"Good, I'm glad you said that, Sean was hoping the person he picked would think like you do. Ok, here's the last item," He tossed over a set of keys, "Those are the keys for his ranch house and his car, a 1967 Shelby GT 500."
"I'm not familliar with classic cars."
"Oh, you will be, this one's a beauty. It's parked down at his ranch."
"Thank you."
"Sean wished this to be passed along to the person he choose. He asked me to explain what he had done with his life. He lived to help, to give of himself. Well, not at first, he lived his life with his family, and then explored his existance. He lived his life his way. 'An unanswerable question, and the ability to do good, that may or may not be the reason I exist, but it will be the way I will live.'" Harold read from a note card. "He never did find a reason for his existance, perhaps that would have ruined the spark in life for him, or any of us, were we to know why we're here. After he lived for himself and his family, he decided he would live at least a part of his life to help others."
"'Make your own purpose, forge your way in the world, that is why we're truely here'" quoeted Adam from memory, "he wrote that in one of his journal entries."
"He was a very good person. I'm proud to have known him, and think I will be equally proud to know you. Ah, here's dinner."
They ate quietly, Adam still in shock. Harold helped quiet the chaos, they talked about life in general, the world, and their families, never really discussing again the undying during that meal. After dinner and desert Harold had papers for Adam to fill out to complete the transfer of Sean's possessions to Adam. Then he bid Adam good luck on his new life. "Let's keep in touch, one can never have too many good friends." They shook on this, and went their own way.
Adam drove the hour home quetly, soothing classical music on the radio. He stopped by his bank, but they were closed.
On his way home he stopped at his church, the door was open, and he went in. After thanking God, and a few moments in respectfully silence, he headed home.
He pulled the car in the driveway, sat for a few seconds in silence, and then walked into the house.
"Hey hon, how was the business meeting."
"It went well. Kids in bed?" he asked.
"Yep, an hour ago. You ok, you look ill."
"No, I'm a little in shock, but I'm doing better than I have in a long time."
"Shock over what?" she asked, concerned.
"I need to explain something unusual to you. It's going to sound very odd, and I agree it is. You see, Friday night, in the rental car, I was driving, I crashed the car, and if not for a person I never knew, I would have been the one dead on the road that night."
"Don't talk like that, you were at the office."
"No, he didn't take the car, he gave me his life, and died in my place."
"You're talking nonsense."
"It does seem that way doesn't it. Here, read this. He handed over the journal."
"Where did you get this? It's old. Is this German, I can't read it."
"Flip in a couple pages, there's english later on."
She read for nearly an hour, making only the occasional comment.
"You can't really belive this, the guy who wrote this was probably high on some hallucinogenic compound like he talks about in here."
"I wouldn't believe it reading it myself. But, it was my head smashed in that windshield. My ribs were broken, and the lightning switched us. Tonigh I went to see his lawyer, he left me a good portion of his estate, and this." he handed over the two million dollar check.
Karen sat down, blinking several times. "You are serious, arn't you?"
"Yes. Here, let me prove it. He went into the kitchen, brough out a knife and some gauze, and carefully cut a large gash down the heel of his palm."
"What are you crazy?"
"I'll bandage it up. You'll see tomorrow, it heals quicly." he said. Already starting to wrap the wound in the gauze.
"Let me do that." she offered, taking the gauze and binding it tightly around the two inch gash.
"Now go do bed, if you're not right I'm calling a psychiatrist tomorrow."
"That's fair, heck, it might be a good idea to talk to one either way."
He slept restlessly, the wound on his hand itched and hurt. Finally though he slept.
(Updated 11-13-2002)
The next morning Adam awoke, again rendering the alarm clock a withering blow. Only after it relented it's chittering cry, did he realize he had used his cut hand. He quickly unwrapped the bandage. The wound was a thin pink line where the two sides of the cut had re-attached themselves, no scab or even a scar.
"See! See! I was right." Adam said, ruffling Karen up to wake her from her slumber.
"What the hell are you yelling about?"
Adam stuck his hand in her face, wiggling it around. "It's healed, overnight, see!"
Karen forced her eyes open, focused on the wildly bouncing hand, caught it in hers, and looked. "You really arn't crazy, well maybe a little, but not like I thought."
"Well, I'm going to get ready for work, you can sleep another hour if you want. It's my turn, so I'm going to go downstairs and cook bacon for the kids. I want to see if I can flip the bacon without tongs."
"Have fun crazy."
Adam went dowstairs, and had soon had bacon sizzling. Although it woke him up, picking up sizzling bacon hurt no less, he guessed, than it did when he wasn't undying. After he bandaged his blisters he returned to cooking with utensiles.
Karen got up a half hour after Adam, and they both got ready for work. As Karen was leaving for work, the kids still in their morning stupor, were getting ready to go to their neighbors house.
Adam took the kids nextdoor, and headed off for work half an hour early.
First stop of the day was the bank. The teller had him see a manager to deposit such a large check. Adam got copies of the check, and everyone's name. Because of the large ammount of the check they wanted to call the sending bank, and wire-transfer the ammount of the check. Adam signed the necessary paperwor. The bank would confirm the transfer via phone once the check cleared.
Adam arrived at work, and the day flew by, on his way home today, he dared to take the same route as last Friday. The road was cleared, no branch on the road, there were skidmarks where the car lost traction, and some barely visable tracks through the gravel and grass. He glanced, feeling the impact of the windshield again as he saw where the bark was sheared off of the trees.
When he arrived home, Karen wasn't home yet. He picked the kids up from next door neighbor and returned to sit down on the couch. "What's keeping your mom, she's usually home by now.?"
"She had that exhibit to get ready tonight, at the hotel, the showing's tomorrow." answered Heather.
"Oh, that's right. So, what do you want to do tonight?"
"Let's go see a movie." suggested Heather.
"Go get your brother, we'll decide what to go see."
Heather ran upstairs, with the energy of youth. Adam smiled to himself, knowing that he had a touch of that energy himself.
The descision for a movie, a seemingly simple task, was not. Heather wanted to see a fantasy movie, and Paul a science fiction movie. Adam though each would likely be good, so he decided, since it was friday, and Karen would be out late, they might as well go see both.
They checked on the internet, and found that the two shows were showing with nearly two hours between. Perfect, time to go out and eat something for dinner.
Adam checked phone messages, and was pleasantly surprised to find that the bank had called to 'confirm the completion of today's transaction'. He hadn't expected to hear until tomorrow at the earliest.
They barely made the first movie, they arrived during the credits because Heather took forever getting changed.
After the movie, Adam took them for pizza, and they then went to see their second movie. They arrived home at eleven at midnight, just minutes before Karen came home.
Karen was worn out, and Adam rubbed her sholders for a while, and tucked her into bed.
He then went into his den and picked up the phone again. Still no answer on Steve's number, and Adam again left no message.
Saturday afternoon he called Harold's cell with a question that had been nagging him. "Just so I know for my budget," Adam asked, "How much are the interest payments every six months going to be?"
"Oh, I never told you that...let me take a look. The interest floats a little bit below prime. I think it's currently getting 3.1% yearly. That would mame the half yearly payments somewhere in the neighborhood of one hundred twenty thousand, or twenty thousand a month."
"In 3 months, that almost matches my yearly paycheck. This is after taxes?"
"Yes. My advice, if you like your job, keep doing it. Sean liked to keep himself busy. Take the money and invest, play the market, you might loose, you might win, but you'll learn the market."
"My job doesn't excite me all that much, my boss is a pain in the ass."
"Quit, you've got enough money. Find something that pays off emotionally, not financially. That's how Sean lived."
"Ok, thanks. Sorry to waste your time."
"You're welcome. And, it was no bother at all."
He hung up. Karen was still sleeping, and the kids were outside playing with friends.
He picked up the phone, and tried calling Steven again. This time a voice answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hello, this is Adam Atrus."
"Oh, Sean's successor. Cindy emailed me saying Sean had moved on."
"Word travels fast."
"I run a website undying, we keep in contact that way, it's kind of a message board. Andrea is the only one we know who no one has seen since the meeting in 1975, she never showed up in 2000 for our meeting then. What's your email, I'll send you account information for the board."
Adam gave his email address.
"Great. So, they said you were a little bit shook up by the whole process, things getting a little bit more clear?"
"Oh, not really, one thing keeps happening after another. Sean left me some of his property, I spoke with the lawyer yesterday."
"Oh, yeah, you got enough money to make due? I can help you out if you need some cash."
"Sean left me quite a bit, I'm more than taken care of."
"That's good, I spent four or five years living on the streets after I became undying. God was that horrible, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. As a defence I saved, and invested, and I've got a decent ammount tucked away in savings. Never thought of leaving everything to whom ever gets this body when I decide to go on. Mostly never think of going on, it's been 50 years since I stopped aging, and I'm loving every minute of it."
"So, you were saying that no one has heard from Andrea in a long time."
"Not since we got together in 1975. What a party that was, maybe she's still not over the hangover. Seriously though, she disappeared, never showed up for the 25 year meeting. She's the one who suggested it to begin with. We've got a pool going, those who think she transfered the body to someone else. Want in, it's only one hundred thousand dollars."
"No thanks, I'll pass."
The conversation went on from there, Adam got the impression that Steve enjoyed life a good lot, though he rarely took anything seriously, and had an odd view of the world. They talked for nealy an hour, comparing lives, views, sports. Steven was a die hard packers fan, he'd been to every one of their games since they started playing in 1912 and explained many games in detail. Adam wasn't a die hard anything fan, he watched games on TV, enjoying the competition, but never really chose sides. Sean he was sure would never pass his body to someone as long as the Packers still played.
After the call ended, Adam felt refreshed. Cynthia, Kyle and Steven had all seemed like real people, being undying didn't seem to have mentally warped them in any way. Each had their own personality, their own quirks, and all seemed to be kind caring people. He was proud to be one of them.
Karen was up now, and getting ready for her big showinng that evening. It would be a big night for her, over thirty photographers had their work in the show, Karen included. Following the show, the art was going to be auctioned off, the proceedes split amongst five charities. There would be an awards presentation sometime during the day, Adam wasn't clear on when.
"How's everything going dear?"
"Fine, fine, we actually got more up last night than we expected. Just have some final touches this morning, and we open at 2:00. Award ceremony is at 7:00 and auction from 8:00 till we're done."
"Need any help today?"
"No, we're good, lots of help this year, not like last year where we considered finding bums and buying them whiskey."
"What time do you want us to show up tonight?" Adam asked.
"Voting on the pictures ends at 6:00, at 7:00 the awards are presented. After that is the auction."
"I'll try and get us there by 6:30 then"
"That'll be good."
"Paul is going to go over to Johns house this afternoon, Heather didn't have plans last night when she went to bed, but I think I heard her on the phone, so she might have them by now."
"I'm going to mow the lawn and trim the hedges, then I'll gather everyone up and haul them over."
"Ok, have a good day." she leaned over and kissed Adam.
"Mowing the lawn? I'll try to have fun."
"On second thought, don't it'll be safer if you just have a normal boring time mowing the lawn."
"Yes dear." Adam smiled.
Karen packed up her things, and went out to the car.
Adam spent the day mowing the lawn, raking, trimming hedges, it was soothing to have normal activities to take his mind off of the whirlwind of events this week. He drove only briefly to go to the bank to take out some money for tonights auction.
After yard work, Adam went upstairs, and typed up a four page letter of resignation for his boss. Describing in detail what he thought the bosses flaws and strenghts were. All in all it was a more kind review than he had given Adam last quarter.
Adam sat and browsed the internet for a while. The news pages confirmed that the world wasn't heading straight to hell, and he might just get to see his two hundredths birthday afterall. He played some online games, and generally did nothing of great earth shattering importance the rest of the afternoon.
At 5:30 he called John's house and summoned Paul. Heather was in her room with one of her friends, who was politely shooshed home when Heather had to get ready for the show.
Everyone was ready, and just about to go out the door when the phone rang. Adam answered it, it was Kyle. Kyle was calling to see how Adam was doing. Adam gave him a rough rundown, implying more than he really said. Kyle correctly guessed ears were listening that hadn't been told yet, and that Adam should give him a call whenever he was alone. Adam thanked him, and shuffled the kids out the door.
The show was one town over, and the drive was quick. Adam and the kids arrived by 6:15. They entered, registered and paid the enterance donations, and went to the showing room.
There were some really beautiful pictures, amongst the best were Karens, Adam thought. Though of course he might be biased, by the name, or more likely because the pictures were of his life and experiances. Another of Adams favorites were a series of pictures on Native Americans. There were some pictures of colorfull sandpaintings, a proud chief in his powerfull headdress. A picture that stuck with Adams mind was one of a young man smoking a pipe, one that looked nearly identical to the one that Sean had left him, the one Adam had hung in the living room. The young man was looking towards the viewer of the picture, a serious experssion on his face. How different that expression might be if Adam were really standing in front of that man, did he have Datura in that pipe, would he see the glow?
(Updated 11-14-2002)
Adam looked away from the picture he was studying, an announcer was explaining that it was fifteen minutes until the award ceremony. Adam walked out of the display room, smiling at the picture of the young man smoking the pipe. Heather and Paul were waiting for him just outside the banquet hall for the award ceremony, it was filling slowly, and they managed to find a nice spot to sit up near the front.
Adam twiddled his thumbs, waiting for the ceremony to begin. Paul and Heather were thumb wrestling. Paul complained that Heather was cheating, using hand cream to make her thumb slippery.
Finally, the ceremony began. An elderly man announced the start, he explained that this show was sponsored by his estate, his father had begun the show during the 1920s, and it had slowly grown to the event it now was. Last years show had brought in a quarter of a million for charity, and he hoped to go much higher this year. But first, the contributions, and efforts of the artists participating should be recognized.
Adam finally noticed where Karen was sitting. There was a row of chairs to the side of the stage where the participating photographers would sit.
Finally the opening speach ended, and the award presentation began. There were a number of categories. The first section was for Photography on film, none of Adam's favorites won in these categories. Next came Photography on next generation media, digital, video or hologrpahy. Karens picture from inside the waterfall took the Most unusual perspective award. Karen was surprised, she'd thought the picture of a deer taken somehow from underneith a tiger, it's legs and lower jaw framing the picture. Finally there were the awards for Photography any media. Again, none of Adam's favorites were picked.
The old man took the stage again. Next he explained, was the auction. There was the obligatory reminder that this was for charity, and to give big.
Adam pulled two envelopes from his pocket, and gave on each to Paul and Heather.
"What's this dad?" asked Paul.
"That's some money you can use to bid on what pictures you like. What you don't spend you have to give back."
Heather had already opened the envelope, and looked at the thick stack of bills. "They're all hundreds."
"Don't wander off with those, stick close to me and let's go to the auction."
The auction room required each person entering to register, and the line of those who had not pre-registered was quite long. Adam and the kids went right in, he had learned last year to pre register.
The auction went quickly, and bidding was furrious. Adam fought for the picture of the young man smoking the pipe, and finally won it when he upped the bid by one thousand to a final bid of seven thousand five hundred. Heather bid on a four part picture of a cat stalking through the weeds and finally catching a toy mouse in it's mouth. Paul got several action pictures of football players playing. Lastly, Paul and Heather pooled their remaining money and got a large picture of a snow leopard lying on it's back on a tree branch.
They met up with Karen after the auction, and she pretended to be angry at them for not bidding on her art.
"Why, I can just go home and hit print on your laptop, and viola, there's a copy for me." Adam rationalized.
Karen slugged him lightly in the arm and rolled her eyes playfully.
Adam and the kids stayed around to help cleanup the event, and finally they went home.
"Ok daddy, where'd you get the money? You rob a bank or something?" asked Heather.
"I've got a secret, I can tell you if you promise not to tell anyone else."
"You're a drug dealer?"
"No, no. I inherited some money."
"From who?"
"Promise you won't tell anyone?"
They did promise, and Adam explained the events of the car wreck, the journal, and his meeting with the lawyer.
Paul and Heather adapted to the idea a lot easier than Karen had.
"What was the accident like, did you see your brains?" asked Paul.
"No, ick. It hurt a lot, it wasn't fun. I suppose the worst part about the whole thing was watching Sean smile, knowing the pain he felt, watching him die in my place."
"How old was he?"
"Over three hundred years. I wish I'd gotten a chance to talk to him, the stories and experiances he must have had."
"So, you're going to live forever?"
"I'll get to live as long as I choose. There are only five people who have the gift that we know of. I'll get to watch both of you grow up, and have families of your own, and watch your children's families, and so on."
"But mom will grow old and die, we will too, and you'll still look this age?"
"Yes, that's the sad part of all this," Adam sniffed back a tear, "But I will get to watch generations of my grand kids, and great grand kids. It'll be tough, I can give up forever and die with everyone else, but I'll never get to see the future, never get to see my great great grandchildren. I have a litterally, once in a lifetime chance to experiance hundreds of years of history unfold."
"It's really cool and really horrible all at the same time then?" Heather asked.
"Well, yes, but that's mostly what life is like to begin with. You have to take the good and the bad together."
After talking long about the future, Adam hugged his tight kids, knowing he would always be there to take care of them and protect them, but also knowing at the same time the price he had to pay.
Monday Adam gave his boss his review, and an explaination that he had inherited a great amount of money and would be retiring and living off of that money. His boss talked him into continuing his job long enough to train his replacement. Adam's boss was a pain, but he deserved that much. It took a week to hire his replacement, and two weeks to train him.
On Adam's last day of work, his boss took him asside for a moment. "I know I've been a pain, It's my job to make sure things keep happening. Your leaving will be a loss to the company, and I wanted to let you know your work was appreciated. Also, about that review you gave me. Never in my fifteen years have I been so insulted as when I read your letter for the first time."
"I'm sorry about..." Adam started.
"No, wait, let me finish. I've never been that insulted, until I re-read the letter a week later. I realized that what you wrote in there was truthfull and honest, and what had insulted me was my own behavior. I started out young in this industry, and worked my way to the top. I was effective in what I did, but you get set in a pattern. You imitate what you learned from your bosses on the way up, and sometimes forget to take a look from the outside. Your words while not kind, were truthfull, and I wanted to thank you for them. Feel free to come by and kick the old boss in the balls every now and then, you're always welcome."
"Thank you."
Adam packed up the rest of his desk, bid his successor a bright future, and went home from his office for the last time.
Karen kept her job, she was doing what she had grown up wanting to do, take pictures. She worked for a small firm in the city which took pictures for events. Karen loved taking pictures of weddings, political rallies, she loved watching the lives of people and recording them with a camera.
About a month later, two weeks before the kids had to go back to school, Adam suggested they take a trip to his ranch in New Mexico.
They hopped a plane and were down in New Mexico the next morning. Adam rented a car at the airport, making sure to spring for the full insurance package. They drove for a few hours along I 40. Twenty five minutes north of a town called Milan was the Ranch. The surrounding area was dotted with trees, the landscape was rocky and hard. They drove up the driveway and were soon surrounded by trees. They came out into a clearing and saw the huge log cabin. Adam took out the keys and opened the garage.
Karen stopped taking pictures of the cabin, and started photographing the beautiful glistening Shelby Mustang that the door revealed. "My god Adam, that car is beautiful."
"Its in awesome condition. Look at that shine."
The proud strong car, shrouded in glistening cobalt paint, peered out of the garage. It's curves and vents announcing it's power. Black Goodyear tires and shining wheels, were ready at a moments notice to propel the rage of the car forward boldly into the unknown. If there was a symbol for speed, anywhere, this was it.
"I dreamed of having one of these when I was young, A friend of mind let me drive his, but it old and worm nothing like this one, this is beautiful."
Adam tossed her the keys to the car. "Go for a ride, be carefull, I don't know how long it's been sitting, take it easy."
Karen caught the keys, and put her camera down. She opened the door without even the smallest squeek, adjusted settings lightning speed, and started the engine. It roared to life, no hesitation, as if it had been born the instant the garage had opened, hungry for the road. Karen yelled over the roar of the mighty engine "I don't think it wants to go easy."
Dispite the yearning of the car, Karen pulled it out of the garage easily and drove calmly down the driveway. He heard her accelerate from the end of the driveway onto the street, tires clawing into the pavement, pulling the thundering beast down the road.
Karen was gone for half an hour, and returned, parking the Mustang in the garage as smoothly as she had removed it.
Adam and the kids had gone inside the cabin exploring already. The place was large, not quite huge as it appeared from the outside, but much more than comfortable for four people. There were five bedrooms upstairs, the largest with a king size bed. The rooms were decorated sparsly with Navajo art, blankets and animal skins. The floors were solid wood, covered in places by throw rugs.
Adam and Karen put their things into the big bedroom, and Paul and Heather each picked their own room.
"Mom, come look!" shouted Heather.
Adam and Karen followed heather down the solid wood stairway through the vaulted cieling living room, out the back patio door. Across the patio she led them to a stone path into the trees. They came out upon another clearing, directly in the center of the clearing was a large in ground pool. Adam rolled the cover off of the pool. It wasn't huge, about twenty feet across, and fifteen wide, the deep end read seven feet, and the shallow was four.
Adam, havng worked with pools before, tested the water. It was ideal for swimming, and after a quick run to the house, had two barely twelve year olds splashing around in the water.
Adam stayed out with the kids, watching them while they played in the water. He played with the buttons on the new cell phone he had gotten just before the trip, it's signal meter registering two wimpy bars of analog signal. At least there was some reception.
Karen finished unpacking her things, and Adam went inside while she watched the kids. He went into their bedroom and dug around in the drawers. He found a lot of shirts and pants that didn't quite fit, but were only a little bit too large, so they were servicable. He picked up the house phone, there was dialtone. He dialed a number and a soft spoken native american voice answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hello, this is Adam Atrus. I got your number from Sean Piper."
"How is Sean doing these days."
"He's dead actually."
"Oh, I see. Who lives in his place."
"I do now."
"I see. A strong man he was to resist the passage of time, I have not done so well."
"There are few of us, I haven't met any of them in person yet."
"What can I help you with."
"You made some special cigarettes for Sean, a way to see his aura."
"Yes, I did. Toloache they were made with. Known as Datura. It can be very dangerous in even moderate doses. Sean only required a small ammount of Toloache, less than is used in most cemermonies. It would have little to no use other than to reveal an aura. The tobacco would have far more effect."
"I was wondering if I could get some of those cigarettes made for me."
"I can make them yes. Their cost is a dollar each."
"I'm at Sean's ranch, his cabin."
"Yes, I am familliar with the location. It is ten miles from there to where I live as the eagle flies. Directly north west from you. You must come on foot, with only water. By then you must have fasted for an entire day. I will know you by your aura, and will greet you."
"No food for an entire day, and then a ten mile hike? Why?"
"I can tell, you seek more than just to see the aura of your type, you require more answers. If you are really the one who walks with Seans body, I will guide you on a dream quest."
"Really? Thank you."
"Do not thank me, I am but a guide, the spirits will decide if you will go or not. Goodby for now, I will see you when you arrive."
"Take care."
Adam hung up the phone. A dream quest, he had only read sketchy details about one, what would that entale. The description he read indicated it was simply the results of the plants smoked, they caused the brain to create hallucinations. Was there more to it?
Adam swam for a little while, and then skipped dinner. He went to bed early. When Karen came to bed he explained what he was going to do....he head out tomorrow early, he hadn't eaten since the airport, and it would be an entire day by the time he walked there tomorrow. Karen was curious why he would do such a thing, but wasn't scared by the prospect.
Adam awoke with the sun the next morning. He stretched out for the long walk, and packed only the minimum of what he needed, shorts, a t-shirt, a canteen of water, hiking boots, some money and a compass.
(Updated 11-15-2002)
The kids and Karen saw him off as he started walking due west. By noon, the sun beating down on him, the lack of food, and the isolation from civilization had cleared his mind. He was hungry and weak, but an inner strength kept him going. He finally reached the top of the hill overlooking the small village as the sun was setting in the east. The fire in the sky lit a similar fire in him, and he found his second wind for the fouth of fifth time today.
As Adam walked towards the village, the red sunset lighting theland, he felt like he was walking on another world. The small buildings were simple earthen structures, with only a few rooms. Modern technology could be seen, a lamp here, a radio there, but it blended in with the natural feeling of the village rather than conflicting with it. Quiet chanting music could be heard coming from the far end the the tiny village. In all there were no more than fifty buildings.
Children ran around playing, people were working outdoor on crafts Adam had seen before. Yet there was a feeling of purpose to these crafts, they were not just being made to turn a buck. This village was alive, it wasn't for show, it was for life. Cooking, washing, living, they all happened outdoors here, they were part of nature, not excluded from it.
Adam paused briefly before entering the village. Eyes were upon him, he knew this, seeind some of them and feeling still more ouf of sight. He smiled and continued to walk towards the center of the village where more eyes glanced at him.
A man, appearing to be in his early thirties stood up from the fire. He looked directly at Adam and smiled. "You have made it, I am Joseph. We spoke on the phone."
"Nice to meet you." Adam shook his hand.
"You look puzzed, not the kind of name you were expecting?"
"Not exactly."
"I have an english name, and a Navajo name. I am also known as Yiska, or Passing of the Night."
"I like that name."
"Thank you." he smiled. "So, Sean has gone on. He was a good friend, we talked often. I will look for him in my dreams."
"I didn't know Sean, but through those who did know him, I'm honored to take his place."
"You're not taking his place exactly. He has gone on, but isn't gone. There is much more beyond this world we see. You are simply borrowing that which he held for many years, and will hand it on when your years are over."
Adam and Yiska sat by the fire. Yiska's outlook on the universe was unique to any Adam. Everything he viewed, he saw as connected. He even saw technology in this, cell phones, and the internet were simply an extension of this, the non Navajo culture's way of feeling connected to everything.
Yiska brewed Adam a type of tea from local plants, it had a mild taste, slightly bitter, but not unpleasant. They drank and it was long into the evening before they stopped talking. Yiska led Adam back to his house, where they went to sleep. Before sleep had overtaken them, Yiska said to Adam. "Tomorrow I will explain, and we will begin preperations for your dream quest. Sleep now." After the long hot day, Adam slept soundly.
Morning came quietly, peacefully and Adam awoke to the sound of quiet drumming and chanting. Yaska had already awoken and was making some more of the tea from last night. As Adam stretched awake Yaska bid him a good morning.
"Drink this, it will help purify you. Soon I will take you to a sweat lodge. There you will be spend time, the sweat will purify you to begin your quest. After that I will instruct you on your journey."
Adam drank the tea, and again it was bitter but refreshing.
Adam looked around the small simple room. There on one of the shelves was a radio, the soft drumming and chanting was coming from it. There was a small fire pit in the corner of the room, and this is where Yaska sit, brewing more tea. In the walls were two small windows letting light flow in.
Adam drank some more tea, and Yaska led him from the village. Up ahead was a smoking fire, nearby was a small structure constructed of skins and branches. On the fire were large rocks. Yaska asked Adam to enter the lodge and sit down. The ground inside was sprinkled with sage and other plants. Yaska brought the fire heated rocks, and placed them in a shallow depression, he then doused the rocks with water, and sealed the structure. The steam grew thick, as Adam sweat he closed his eyes and listened to the quiet sounds around him, the fire crackling, the rocks cooling, birds and animals. As the sweat poured from his body, he began to feel as if a great weight was flowing with it.
After some time, the structure was opened, and Yaska led Adam out of the lodge.
"Now, you are purified, the sweat has taken with it all that poisons your body. Next, you must journey on alone. Find yourself a quite place free from distraction. Meditate there for a while, then light this pipe and smoke it slowly. I understand this may odd to your ways. This is a way to seek guidance and answers from the spirits. Remain in your spot until you recieve your vision, or you must return."
Adam smiled "Nobody, not even those of us who are, understand what the undying are. Sean spent his life speaking with different religious and spiritual leaders, trying to find out more. Perhaps I'll find out something he didn't."
"Sean found out a great many things, but he sought the answer that the spirits wouldn't tell him, where he came from, why he existed at all. Ask your questions, the spirits will answer what they wish."
Adam accepted the pipe which was remarkably similar to the one he got from Sean, even though they were seperated by centuries in age. Adam walked towards the hills, he climbed the steep hills, and found a quiet outcroping of rock. There he sat for a while, letting the surroundings close in on him and become a part of him. His vision faded from being focused on a single item to a wider range. Adam was aware of movement and shapes across his vision, from the very edges of his peripheral vision to directly in front of him. Nothing seemed more or less focused, it all felt like it was one whole, rather than individual parts. He sat and watched everything happen at once, across his vison.
It began to grow dark, Adam had been aware of the thunder storm rolling in from the west. A few drops of rain splattered across him, though he was aware of the many drops falling around him as well, almost feel the drops hitting the rock as if they were hitting him. Fire flickered, and he lit the pipe, just moments before the first lightning started flashing in the sky.
He breathed in the warm sweet smelling smoke, the warmth seemed to spread out from his lungs to the rest of his body. As he smoked more of the pipe, his awarness of the world spread further, he felt the wind on the trees, and the clouds in the sky. Lightning lept through the sky, closer and closer to the mountain where he sat. He heard a voice whisper behind him, but could not understand the words. Lightning flashed in the sky, and thunder rolled across the mountains that he had become.
Brilliant light surrounded him, it coursed through his veins and smashed him to the ground. After just seconds the light faded, and he heard the voice again, behind him. "We welcome you, brother to time."
Adam tried to speak, his lips made no sound, but his thoughts echoed through the hills like thunder. "Who are you? Why do I not die? Why do we exist?"
"I am as you are, as the tree is, as the air and sky and groudn. You do not die, because you do not wish to. You exist because the whole of everything wishes you to exist."
"Do I have a purpose in this life, do I simply exist, or is there something I am here for?"
"Everything exists for a purpose, everything is here for a reason?"
"Why arn't you answering my questions directly, why the vague answers?"
"The questions you ask, show you do not realize the importance of everything. Your questions can be answered more specifically, if you wish, though your choices can change from the course we would see for you at this moment."
"Yes, tell me. Why are we here?"
"You exist as a potential, undefined. The person who lives within you gives you purpose and self. Together you are a whole, you would call an undying. This potential-self exists for some time and becomes another, the potential remains, unchanged, but the self is new. This joining unites the spirit and physical, a force to effect both at once. You exist as guardians, warriors in both layers of the world. We have no need for you now, and will with hope need you, but you must exist should you be needed. Until you are needed, seek your own goals, and your own path."
"How many of us are there?"
"More than you are aware of, but not a great number. You already know how to see those who are like you, seek them out, through friendship your selves grow stronger."
"What must I do?"
"You must, like everything else in this world, exist for your own purpose. When you are called into action, you must listen, but do not blindly obey, temper obediance with heart and thought. We do not need you now, live life as your heart guides you."
Thunder continued to roll, and Adam looked around, there was no one at all, no source of the voice. He staggered to his feet, they felt heavy as if they were sticking to the ground. As he walked the effort to lift his feet became less. He walked back into the village, where Yiska came running.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes, I had a vision."
"You're burned baddly, come, I will bandage you."
Adam looked down, his cloating was charred. He turned one foot up and found sticks and rocks had been melted into the sole. The pipe he had carried, and was oblivious to was fused by great heat into glass. He had been struck by lightning. He patted down his cloathes, and his shirt flaked off, brital from the heat.
"I'm ok, it didn't touch me, just my cloathing, and your pipe, I'm sorry."
"You are ok," Yiska said amazed, "Your hair and skin is unharmed, just your cloathing. Come change, I have cloathes which will fit you. You must tell me about your vision."
Adam returned to Yiska's dwelling, and changed into jeans and a tshirt, Yiska's cloathing he wore when he was not amongst the Navajo. He explained his vision to Yiska.
"You spoke with a great spirit. You have your answer then."
Adam again attended another sweat lodge, purification again to return to the physical world. He walked home that evening, and fell into bed, where the voice whispered to him again. "Go well on your way, learn all that you will, our need will be great when we call on you." Adam slept restlessly, reliving his vision over and over.
(Updated 11-19-2002)
The next morning, Adam had an energy that even Karen found unusual. The world was alive around him, he seemed more in touch with it than he ever had been. It wasn't just him either, Karen and the kids noticed it, the animals around him noticed it. Seemingly, the lightning had never left him, it had left his mind electrified and his body alert.
Adam found that he could unfocus his attention more easily, watching all that was around him as a single vision, as he did when he was on his quest.
He wrote in his journal for the second time.
I went and spoke with Yiska, the Navajo who Sean knew quite well. He purified me, and I went on a vision quest. During the quest I had an experiance. Lightning struck me, and I heard a voice. The voice says we're guardians. Until such time we're needed, we're free to do what we want. In fact even when we're needed our choice to serve is voluntary. After the quest my cloathing was charred, but my skin was fine. I have since then had an energy, almost like drinking too much coffee. It's as if my body can't sit still, I want to get up and do things constantly. I barely slept last night at all.
He took the Mustang out early that morning, feeling it's purr as he drove it quietly down the driveway to the road. He then slammed on the gas. The power in the engine matching that in his soul raced down the road, screaming at the corners. He drove around the corners relatively easily, and took a few unknown roads. Up ahead of him the road ran straight to the horizon, no bend could be seen as far as the horizon. He pressed the gas down with his full weight, the wheels slipped momentarily, and then the car launched forard. As the car raced foward, the needle of the spedometer jumped to fourty, then sixty, then eighty. At one hundred sixty, Adam let off the gas, he raced along, feeling, the world moving around him. He saw several animals watching the zip along, in his mind, he was sure he felt them somehow before he turned his eyes to look. Ahead, he noticed the road dipping down a hill, and he slowed the car. The road turned, and he pulled to the side of the road.
He turned around, and raced back the other direction. Now he was sure, if he widened his vision to take in the entire world, he could feel the larger animals around him without looking. Whethere it was his subconsious picking up on something in his peripheral vision he wasn't aware of, or it was some non-sight perception, he didn't know.
By the time he arrived home, the feeling of energy he had was fading. Lunch was ready, and he ate, eating at least four servings of Karen's BBQ pork, and enough potato salad and beans to match.
"You're hungry today. How'd your vision quest go?"
Adam explained the experiance and some small details about the conversation he had with the voice.
"Maybe this Yiska of yours would take me on a vision quest too."
"He doesn't really take you. There's a purification sweat first, and then you go on your quest alone, find a place to sit and meditate. He said that sometimes you recieve a vision, sometimes you don't."
"Did you see that aura Sean wrote about?"
"No, come to think of it, I didn't. Maybe the pipe didn't have Datura in it. I did pick up some Datura cigarettes from Yiska. He said the ammount of Datura in them is too low to cause any halucinations, or have any medical effect. They're supposed to work quite well with even such a small ammount."
"Let's give it a try."
Adam went upstairs and dug the pack of cigarrettes out of his pack. Each was about three inches long, and meticulously wrapped. Pulling one of them from the pack he went downstairs. Not being a smoker, the bitter tobacco smoke made his eyes water, he coughed and put his hand up to his mouth. About a milimeter out from his body, there was a glow. The glow floated over his skin like water in the shallows of a pond. As he moved ripples skittered across it's surface. He touched it with his hand, and where his glowing finger touched his glowing arm, the surface bobbed and rippled and combined, forming a little minescus as water does.
"It's almost like water, it flows."
"Let me try." Karen said, reaching for the cigarette. She took a quick puff, held it for a second and blew it out.
"I don't see anything." she said saddly.
"Take another puff."
She was just about to put the cigarette up to her mouth when she gasped and stopped.
"I see it, it took a while. Wow, that's amazing. I wish my camera could smoke this."
"What happens when you touch it?" Adam asked.
Karen ran her fingers over the smoothly rippling surface, her fingers left trails of ripples moving up and down his arm. When she moved her fingers down to his arm, the surface bulged slightly around her fingers, but didn't travel up them. Karen continued to touch the glow, making the ripples move around Adam's body.
"I can feel it a little bit, it feels like liquid static. I never felt it before, so it must be an effect of the cigarett."
Adam touched his arm. "I can't feel it, though perhaps I've been feeling it all day, I've had this rush of energy. I went out and raced the car, and swam a few laps in the pool. It's been fading slowly."
Karen called out the back door. "Heather, Paul, come here for a second."
Heather meandered in from the outdoors.
"Touch your dad's arm, I want to see something."
Heather, as if suspiscious she would recieve a shock touched his arm. Karen watched as her fingers passed right through the glow, having no effect on it at all.
"It didn't ripple for her. There's something in the cigarette that lets me touch the glow."
"What glow?"
"When I smoke this, I can see a glow around your dad. It's like water."
"Oh." said Heather "I Don't suppose I could see it can I?"
Karen scowled her eyes "I don't want you smoking. It's bad for you."
"I hate smoking, I just want to see the glow." she protested.
Paul came in the door "What did you want mom?"
"Touch your dad's arm."
He did, and there was like Heather, no effect.
"Mom smoked that cigarette and she can see a glow on daddy. But she won't let me see it."
"Cool, I want to see it too." said Paul excitedly.
"Fine, one puff each, you'll cough your eyes out. If I ever see you smoking besides this you're grounded for at least a month."
Paul looked unnerved, but Heather agreed quickly.
They both took one small puff, and eyes watering coughed out clouds of smoke.
"Ick, you won't catch me doing that again." sputtered out Paul.
"People do this for fun?" asked Heather.
Karen noded her head.
"There it is, it's like he's surrounded in glowing water." Paul exclaimed.
"I see it too." added Heather.
For a moment they stood around watching the shimmering ripples of Adams aura, it's whitish blue color, surrounding him like a liquid blanket.
"Dad, what's it look like if you get cut?" Paul asked.
"I hadn't thought of that." Adam ran and got a knife from the kitchen. He put the knife agains his palm and cut a very find line, barely enough to draw blood. He squeezed some blood out into his other hand. The blood dripped free of the glow, and fell through the glow into his hand.
The aura around the cut vanished, leaving a small part of his body untouched by the glow. As they watched, the glow rippled, and started glowing brighter at the boundary of the wound.
"Where you got cut, it moved away." Heather noted.
They watched quietly as the wound very slowly, almost unnoticably started to close. Glowing, the aura rippled, it's waves slowly washing the wound back together. After about fifteen minutes the glow had closed in on itself, and the wound was all by unnoticable.
Meanwhile Heather had gone up to her bedroom and had found several of her colored sunglasses. She put them on, and stared. "Wow, the glasses don't change the color of the glow, it still looks blue even though the rose tinted ones."
Adam put the glasses on. Heather was right, there was no change in the color. "We're not seeing light, this is something different. He closed his eyes, he couldn't see the glow through his eye lids."
"Maybe you should speak to your buddy from school, what's his name, the physics geek."
"Bob? That's not a bad idea. Of course I may never get out of his lab again. I'll be Adam, test subject of the week. That's always how it was weekends at college, he was always trying to figure out the best mixed drink, I don't know how many vile tasting concoctions he had me drink."
"Yeah, him. You've got the spiritual side of your answer, let him stick you in an accelerator and see if he can figure out the physics end of it."
"I can still get hurt though, undying doesn't make me invincable. If you hit me you can knock me out, I can burn and bleed. I just don't die. In the journal Sean wrote that Thomas tried many many ways to kill himself, none worked, his body always repaired itself."
"Perhaps you and Bob can work out what this aura is."
Slowly the effects of the Datura wore off, and the aura faded. To even Adams eyes, he was nothing more than a normal human again.
They spent another week at the cabin, relaxing, enjoying the freedom from civilization. Sean had picked a beautiful spot, it gave them the peace of the ourdoorsman life without the inconvienience. Adam felt like he was finally home. Sitting somewhere on the boarder of nature and technology they both wove into a mesh that was uniquely human.
Yiska came over to visit during the next week. Adam had by that time spent some time reading about other vision quest experiances on the internet. Tobacco, a pound of it, and a solar powered laptop, were the gifts he gave Yiska. His reading had explained that those who help on a vision quest should be given tobacco and another gift.
"I thank you for your help on my quest. I has given me a great amount to think about. In tradition I give you the gift of tobacco. Also I give you a gift of my culture."
"Your people take the earth and give it such unusual shapes. Yet, here you bend back towards nature, and use the very light from the sky to power your deviced. I thank you very much, some for your gift of technology turned towards nature, some also for your considerate gift of tobacco. I am honored that you would learn enough about my people to understand the gesture."
"I am only sorry I found out what I did after I went on my vision, it would have been more appropriate at that time."
"It's not a payment, it's a gift. A gift is welcome any time."
Adam and Yiska went for a walk while Karen and the kids worked on dinner. Paul fired up the grill, proud to show off his fire starting skill. Adam and Yiska returned from the walk as Paul was putting the chicken on the grill.
Dinner was very good that evening, and everyone had more than their fill. Yiska was grateful for the dinner. He told many Navajo stories, some of which Adam had read summaries of in the journal.
Before he left for the evening he whispered to Adam. "Just because you were told you arn't needed right no, doesn't mean your gift will sit idle, your existance alone searves a great purpose." Then out loud to everyone. "I am very greatfull to all of you for this fine dinner, and to Adam for the gifts he has given me. Your household is kind, and has treated me well, and in the future my household will treat you likewise."
Yiska left silently, walking back towards the reservation, the same ten gruling miles Adam had walked just a week earlier. He rejected the offer of a ride in the Mustang. "I will walk my own path, and it will take me where I need to be. Tonight I will sleep under the stars, and tomorrow I will return regreshed to my village. Again Adam, thank you." He walked off poetically into the sunset.
That friday was the Kids birthday, they were offically teens now. They packed up the cabin, and packed their belongings, and took the kids to Albuquerque for the day. For the day, the kids were in charge, and led the way, stopping at whatever sights and interests they found. They stopped in local shops, and got money to spend for their birthday. Heather picked up some Navajo jewelery, and crafts, while Paul spent his two hundred on hiking boots, a two person tent, and some other camping equipment.
After their day in Albuquerque, they spent the night in a local hotel. The next morning they flew home.
Home didn't seem so much like their only home anymore. They now had two places they loved. Their friends were in this house however, and the kids were barely in the house an hour before they went to friends houses to tell them the story of their new house in New Mexico.
Adam went upstairs to check voice mail. They had seven messages. Some were for Karen, some for the kids, and one was from Kyle, it was short. "Adam, this is Kyle. Cynthia found out where Andrea is. She needs our help, call us as soon as possible" The message had been left three days ago.
(Updated 11-20-2002)
Adam picked up the phone, and dialed the number from the back of his journal. There was no answer, so he left a simple message. "Kyle. I'm calling back in regards to your message, we're home now, call whenever." he left his new cell number as well.
Adam went downstairs and told Karen about the message.
"What kind of trouble could an undying get into?"
"I'm not sure, it was a quick message."
Just then his cell phone rang. He looked around the living room for it and finally found it, picking up on the last ring.
"Hello?"
"It's Kyle. Someone's got Andrea. Cynthia's been tracking her down for a few years, and found out where she lives. She went there and there was no one was there. Andrea wrote a diary entry three years ago about a scientist she had told her secret to. He wanted to learn it for medical science, and was going to do some tests on Andrea to figure out how our undying works. She wrote last about going to his lab. She put down details of where it was, just in case. The doctors name was Marco Ewbank."
"So, based on that, you think this scientist has taken her and is doing unspeakable things to her?"
"No. That just got Cynthia suspiscious, so she went to this lab to investigate. It was a huge complex, the company name is "Gene Iterations". She snuck around in the dark. There are armed guards, and apparently they use Datura, because they spotted Cynthia and chased her down. She heard them saying 'There's one of those glowing freaks. Catch her.' Shots were fired, but she wasn't hit. They were tranqualizer darts, not bullets."
"Shit. That's not good."
"No, it's not."
Adam briefly described his Vision quest to Kyle.
"Wow, I know Sean tried very hard to get answers that way, you luck out on the first try."
"I don't know if it's luck...perhaps this is related somehow. My heart tells me we must rescue her. The voice in my vision told me to follow my heart."
"Let's do it then!"
"You don't just say 'let's go' and march into an apparently well guarded lab. Not if their intention is to get any of the undying into that very same lab."
"We have to do something."
"Yes, we do. Let's think and plan first. Do you know Sean's cabin?"
"Yes, I've been there."
"I'll call Steve and explain things, meet me at the cabin in four days. Get as much information as you can about the facility. Carefully though, don't let them know we're interested. Bring Rayne too, if they can see the glow, they'll be after her."
"Good, we'll be there." Kyle said and hung up quickly.
"Karen, something's come up."
"So I gathered from the phone call. Do you need my help?"
"We might, but for now, keep the kids away from anyone who glows. Someone knows about us, it might be a misunderstanding, but I don't think it is. They can see who we are, and being near one of us may be dangerous."
"I can do that."
Adam spent the rest of the day re-packing his things to take down to the cabin. He left most of the cigarettes for Karen to smoke, taking only four for himself. He called Yiska, and briefly explained the situation. Yiska would
He then went upstairs, and called Steve. Steve agreed to meet him at the cabin, even though he would miss his first few Packers games ever.
Adam packed his belongings into the car, and kissed Karen goodby. She hugged him and wished him luck.
The drive to New Mexico was very long and tiering. After twenty nine hours of driving he arrived at the cabin mid evening, after a quick four hour nap half way through the drive. He looked at the passenger side of the car, littered with coffee and soda bottles, he must have drank enough caffine to kill the average man to stay awake on the drive. He went inside, and after a rush to the washroom, was fast asleep on the bed.
Adam awoke early in the morning to quiet singing. Yiska was sitting out back on the back deck meditating, and singing. He heard adam open the sliding door and smiled. "Welcome back Adam. It is a pleasure to see you, though the circumstances are unhappy."
"I feel much better with you being here, will you help us?"
"I can provide some guidance. If you think another quest will be benefical I can help you with that as well."
"Right now just some level thinking would help. The rest should arrive tomorrow or the next day. I don't have time to get ready and take a dream quest."
"Let's do some research on Gene Iterations and Dr. Marco Ewbank."
Yiska and Adam went to the local library, and spent hours researching Dr. Marco Ewbank.
Until 1989, Marco Ewbank didn't appear in any published material Adam or Yiska could find. In 1989 he published a small article about genetically engeneering humans. The general genetech community frowned on the idea, perfering to work on animals until the technology was perfected. Again the next year Dr. Ewbank write another article, this time on the effects of intense magnetic fields on organic tissue. Again in 1991 he wrote on interspecies gene splicing. In 1992 he wrote two articles on radiation damage to neural tissue, and another on using organic material to generate energy. He was unpublished for three years, until 1995 when he wrote a strange article on his theory that brain tissue could generate a faster than light energy field, and this was the basis of ESP. Several articles were posted about Marco after this article, condemning him for his nonscientific research. In 1999 he was baned from researching in the united states after a lab assistant was 'accidently' killed when assisting him on a project to determine if this neural energy he believed in could interact with plasma fields. He was arrested, but cleared on a technicality, and disappeared.
"Andrea told this guy her secret? That was a horrible mistake." Adam shuddered.
"I agree. Even assuming he hadn't found the glow around one of you. Just that someone wouldn't die, would give him an ideal test subject for some of his experiments."
"If he's willing to kill an assistant for research, what would he do to someone who couldn't die?"
"Far worse." Yiska replied saddly. "Where is this lab of his?"
"California, about one hundred miles south east of San Jose."
"Then, when the rest are gathered we will discuss what we are to do. Until then we need to make copies of these articles."
Yiska tracked down a book written in 1997 on the paranormal, which contained a chapter written by Marco Ewbank. In it he discussed his idea that the human brain generated, or at least controled an energy field that traveled faster than the speed of light. This he explained carried thoughts between people with ESP, gave others the ability to predict the future, see into the past, and a variety of other supernatural abilities.
Adam thought the writing was crazy, although his existance did little to disprove the supernatural. Most of it, he guessed was simply wishfull thinking. Marco had some dangerous ideas. He wanted to genetically engineer humans to boost this field, even though he had no direct evidence of it's existance, no way to measure it, or any idea which structure of the brain produced this field. He made assumtions and acted on these as if they were fact, it was more dillusion than science. Who knows what he might do to Andrea in his effort to prove his ideas.
Gene Iterations was even less written about then Marco, it appeared it was founded in 1999, headed by Marco, and funded by several anonymous investors. It's charter was disturbing knowing some of the background; "GenIt exists to improve human existance by enhancing the human gene pool to promote new techniques in healing, communications and computer integration.
"It sounds clean up front, but knowing the nut behind the wheels, it's far far less innocent than it appears" Adam concluded.
"Agreed. That man sounds dangerous. Dillusional, wigh a company to control. Power and crazyness. Never a good blend."
"Let's get all this home. We can talk it over when the rest arrive." Adam suggested tiredly, still not recovered from his day long drive.
They went home, Adam passed on eating dinner, as he had for lunch. Best to be prepaired if he was going to have to seek advice on a vision quest.
He slept restlessly that evening, dreaming of a mad scientist cutting pieces of the undying up and sewing them together into some kind of eternal Frankensteins monster.
The next morning, to spite his emotions was sunny and cheery. Yiska was again outside meditating and singing. When Adam woke up and went downstairs, Yiska suggested that they should go for a walk. They walked around until noon, talking about the problem at hand.
"Why couldn't this have happened to Sean, he knew what he was doing, he had experiance. I've been undying for two months now, I don't know any more than I did when I smashed my head into the windshield."
"Perhaps there is no reason, it is just chance. But, maybe you fit into this better than you think. You're new and fresh, blank ground to draw upon."
"Still," sighed Adam, "I wish someone else were in my spot. We don't die. If we're captured and tortured, it's like hell, eternal pain and suffering."
"That's the bad side of things. The good in the world, the light and sunny places, and happy feelings and thoughts. They bathe you, and you begin to not notice them anymore, you feel dry, even though you are drowning."
"I know, I wouldn't want to trade two hundred years just because I was uncomfortable having to help out a stranger who I've never even met. To go on a mission to save a stranger, with a stranger. I am the odd one out. Hell, I've almost become the leader of this venture, Kyle told me about the situation. I called everyone together to sit down here in my living room. I have no idea what I'm doing. I've never been in the military, I've never staged a coup, never led an assult on a building."
"No, you haven't. There are those who think and plan, and those who go out and fight, they don't have to be the same."
"In this case they may, there are four of us, unless the little girl is undying as well. We're going against a multi million dollar building, with known armed guards. They have tranquelizer guns, they know our limetations, they won't kill us. Instead we'll end up on a table, with wires jammed who knows where, as some nut cuts our arms off and watches them grow back."
"All the more reason to think things through and have a good plan. There are those who can be hired for such a cause, are there not?"
Adam shrugged "I don't know of any, but perhaps one of the others do. Thank you for letting me ramble on ."
Yiska smiled and patted Adam on the back. "I feel comfort hearing your talk. There's something working up inside that head of yours, and it's got some pretty good ideas."
They walked and talked some more. Adam cooled down a little, and they headed back to the cabin.
As they walked up the long driveway towards the house they heard a voice.
"Call me down here, locked up cabin, beat up Aclaim in the driveway. I thought perhaps I'd have to camp out under the stars this evening. No coffee, or TV. The Packers have a game tonight you know."
"Steve Corsell. I can be none other. Sean often spoke of your obsession with the yellow and green in the land of cheese." Yiska smiled.
"And you must be Yiska, Sean spoke of you as well."
"Yes. And, this is Adam, newest of the undying."
Adam and Steve shook hands. Steve wasn't a horrible looking guy, he was tall and skinny, he looked about fourty, but his eyes said more like ninety. His black hair pulled back into a pony tail, he looked like a man perpetually going through a mid life crisis.
"Nice to meet you Adam. So, Kyle and Cindy come tomorrow, and their little one."
"Rayne, she's thirteen. I don't know how safe it was to suggest she come along, but she glows a little, leaving her alone she'd be unprotected. We don't even know if she is undying."
Yiska added "It was right for her to come along, she should know her parents are going into danger. She is old enough to know."
"I keep thinking about my kids and wife, I have as much time with them as I ever have, but knowing I'll live way beyond them has made the days we have together seem short and few."
They went inside, and Yiska brewed the some tea on the stove. They drank around the coffee table, and discussed everything they had learned so far about the company, and Dr. Marco Ewbank. Steve had pulled up some arrest records for an associate of Marco who they beleived was working with him at Gene Iterations. She was Mrs. Roslyn Duble, not even a doctor. One of her arrests was for illegally running a clinic out of her basement, after two patients died.
(Updated 11-21-2002)
Mrs. Doble had been three months from finishing her degree when she was arrested. She had since them been arrested several more times on more minor violations. After 1998 no more articles in the paper were found.
Adam and Steve drove to a nearby town to check out a military surplus store. They dug through the store, not sure what they were looking for, simply looking for
"Hey, we could use this," Steve said, pulling a large flashlight from a box.
"That's useful. I'm not sure what we want her, we don't even have any plans."
"We're taking an inventory, so when we do have plans, we've got an idea of what can get here if we need it." Steve replied.
They continued to look over the contents of the store for a while, marveling at the array of
Steve spent some time speaking with the owner of the store while Adam was looking at the various hunting knives and camoflage cloathing. He saw some emergency rations, a lot of camping gear. There was a large rack of guns behind thick plexiglass, and a back room announced "Employees only, tresspassers will be shot until dead." Adam smirked at that one, wondering how many bullets he would take before the owner gave up or ran out of aumnition.
Steve bought some nice tough hiking boots and the flashlighg. Adam found nothing he wanted at the moment.
They went home, and Steve tried to teach Adam some Karate. Steve wasn't very good at it, never having taken much training, and was an even worse teacher. Adam did manage to break Steve's arm, it was put into a splint, and had mostly healed by morning.
After beating each other up clumsily, they talked for a while and turned in. As they were going to be Kyle called and said that they would be in late in the evening tomorrow.
Morning came, and Adam woke slowly. Yiska had brewed more tea and left it on the table. He went out and spoke with Yiska.
"I think I'm going to try another dream quest. Kyle won't be in until evening."
"Very well. I will prepair things for you."
"I was thinking. Would the bathroom work for a sweat. The tub is a cast iron tub, we can heat the rocks in the oven and put them into the tub."
"That is far from traditional. But then again so are you, and you had a powerfull vision the first time, with very little planning. We will at least give it a try."
Yiska went for a walk and gathered some of the plants for the purification. He placed them in the bathroom, and heated nine rocks in the stove. A little water was put in the bath tub, and then the rocks were put in the tub. Water was sprinkled over them, and the steam filled the bathroom. For an hour, Adam sat in the room, relaxing and letting the steam and sweat cleanse him.
After the purification he went outside, wearing only sandals and shorts. He didn't have a pipe, instead he took along a Datura cigarette. He found a small area to sit beside a stream and let his focus spread. He this time noticed the ever so slow progression of the shadows on the ground as the ground.
"You have called on me again, we answered your questions before."
"Yes, you did, thank you. This time I have a few more questions."
"As always with your people, you wish to understand everything. Ask your questions."
"We believe one of the undying has been captured by a man with bad intentions."
"Yes, she has."
"Why didn't you tell me before?"
"Evil and good are all parts of nature, there is a balance to things."
"But, she's in trouble, we need to help her."
"If your heart tells you so. The choice in that matter is yours."
"That's not very helpful."
"Making your descisions for you wouldn't help you any. You're given free thought for a reason. I can give you some wisdom, but you must mix that with your own knowledge and choices."
"I understand."
"You do not, not fully. Some day you might though," the voice said.
"Who are you?"
"Take a look, I will not run from your eyes as before."
Adam looked, there was a large squirrel sitting behind him. It did not run when he moved, and he stared at it for a moment.
Though the squirrel did not move, Adam heard the words as if they were spoken. "Surprised by what you see. You were expecting a wolf, or a mountain lion I expect?"
"Something like that."
"My form fits my role in the web of life."
"Yiska said you were a great spirit."
"Yes, I gathered the lightning from the sky and brought it to you. For my role, I am the best at what I do."
"So, I'm going to go rescue Andrea. Can you give me some advice on that."
"The gattering of people you have called will be sufficient to acomplish your task. Work together with them and you will be successfull."
"Wait, even Rayne, we just brough her along to protect her."
"The girl, almost a woman. She will have a hand in this as well, listen to her."
"Is she undying like we are?"
"She is the first in many hundreds of years to be born, though she is not now undying. Rayne has not decided that yet for herself. Protect her, she will not be a warrior. Keep her from harm, and her wisdom will guide your efforts."
"Is there anything we need to know that you can tell us?"
"No, you are more than capable of the task. Follow your heart, and work together. Go quickly, things are easier now than they will be, but prepair first."
"Thank you." Adam said. He turned to stand up, and when he turned around, the squirrel was gone.
Adam walked back to the cabin, where Yiska again helped him with his sweat in the bathroom. When he came out of the steamy bathroom, Kyle and Cynthia had arrived.
They greeted each other, and sat down in the living room, Rayne was sent upstairs to bed.
Adam told them of his two dream quests and the advice he had gotten on each.
"So, let's just get a big bomb and blow the building up. Andrea will heal, and problem solved." suggested Steve.
"Living in Wisconsin, amongst all the firework stands has warped your mind Steve." Accused Kyle. "We need to get into the building, and rescue Andrea. Just because we can't die, doesn't mean that everyone else should."
"I was joking. At the least it's a last resort option though." defended Steve.
"One I'd rather not use." Kyle said.
"Me neither." added Steve.
Yiska said, "Before any action, we need to know what we're up against."
Cynthia dug into her purse and pulled out a CD. "I've got the blueprints for the building, and some pictures on here."
"Ok, so we know the building, what about the guards. Where's andrea located inside the building?"
"I don't know. We'll have to find that out."
Adam said "Then, we'll have to scout out the building. Perhaps one of us can get close to Dr Ewbank, and find out."
"He'll recognize any of us, if there's a trace of Datura in his blood. How can we hide when in the pitch black he can see our glow?"
Yiska offered "I can go, I have no glow, they will not see me."
"No, I don't want to risk anyone dying. We do this as undying. We find a way in, we get Andrea, and we get back out. With or without a bullet rattling in Dr Ewbanks head, I don't care." Adam replied.
"We rented a van at the airport, we can all drive out to California and inspect this building. Then we can decide." suggested Kyle.
"I say we leave in the morning, we can spend the road trip planning, and see what happens when we get there." Adam suggested.
The rest agreed with the plan. The discussed things more that evening, but turned in early to get an early start on the fifteen hour drive the next morning.
(Updated 11-25-2002)
The morning came silently like a cat staling in the weeds. Before they knew the sun was pourin gin on them, and they awoke. 8:00 said the alarm, it was set for 9:00, and Adam preemptively disarmed it's morning yeowl.
Adam went downstairs and threw together breakfast, he was cooking just for himself. However, after two days of not eating, he inadvertantly made enough for everyone. The smell of the triple strength coffee that Adam was brewing crept through the hallways and awoke the others.
Rayne was the first one down. "Yick, what's that smell?"
"Adam's special triple strength coffee." Adam smiled proudly.
"I don't like coffee, it tastes like burnt water." Rayne pouted.
"It's an acquired taste. It helps wake you up in the morning."
"The smell is enough to wake me up." she said, sitting down at the table.
"I can make you some hot chocolate or tea if you'd like some."
"Tea sounds great Mr Atrus."
Adam dug around in the cabinet. "I've got a variety of flavours, what do you like?"
Rayne got up and bounded into the kitchen, paused briefly considering her choices, and decided on an orange spice tea. As she ran back to the table Adam thought of Heather, they were about the same height, Rayne perhaps an inch or two taller. Raynes hair was black and shoulder length, while Heathers was a dark blonde. Adam smiled, thinking of his family, and choked back a tear from missing them.
"You know, I've got a daughter about your age."
"Mom told me, her name is Heather right?"
"Yep, and her brother is Paul. They're twins."
"But they're not both girls, how can they be twins?"
"They didn't start out from the same egg, the babies grew seperately."
"Oh." Rayne, "Does she like horses?"
"She's not crazy about them, but she thinks they're pretty."
"They're really pretty, I want one of my own. Mom says I can't have one because we don't live in the country."
"That's a good reason, can't exactly keep a horse in a closet."
"I know, but I can wish can't I?"
"Always, " Adam smiled.
"Good morning, good morning!" said Steve as he clumped down the stairs. "Good god, you've cooked up a banquet."
"I was a little more hungry than I thought, after the second fast. I just kept adding food to the pan, before long I realized I had enough for everyone."
"Beautiful, I heard Cynthia and Kyle in their room, they should be down soon." Steve said.
"What about Yiska?"
"His room was empty." Steve added.
"I saw him go outside when I came down, " Rayne said.
"Probably off for an early morning walk or something." Adam suggested.
They talked for a while, and Kyle and Cynthia came down. They waited another ten minutes for Yiska to show, and then started breakfast. When they were almost done Yiska came quietly in the back.
"Breakfast, I didn't realize you were cooking breakfast. If I known, I'd have been back sooner."
"That's ok, " Adam said, "there's still more than enough for you, you might just need to put it in the microwave to warm it." Which is exactly what Yiska did.
They finished breakfast, the conversation was light, and a nothing was said of the trip until well after breakfast.
Adam went upstairs after breakfast, and placed a phone call to his scientist friend Bob.
"Good morning, Bob here."
"Bob, it's Adam."
"Adam? Adam Atrus?"
"That would be me."
"Damn, I havn't talked to you in about a year. How have you been?"
"Things have been strange, but mostly good."
"Strange?"
"Yes, I've got the scientific mystery of the universe for you."
"Where do missing socks go?"
"No. It's better if I show you in person. Say, do you know of a Dr. Marco Ewbanks."
"Unfortunately yes."
"Perfect, what do you know about him?"
"He and I were competing fro the same grant. He got it of course, thought not by ethical means you can be sure."
"From what I've read, I can imagine that."
"You're not mixed up with him are you?"
"I'm not, but a good friend is. She disappeared about three years ago, she was dating him."
"I'm sorry to hear that. She's most likely run and hid, or dead by now."
"She can't die. I'll explain everything later. If I buy you a plane ticket, how soon can you meet us in San Jose."
"Buy me a ticket. Are you ok?"
"I am for now, but Andrea may not be."
"I've got a couple vacation days set aside for emergencies. I can take them whenever I want. We just started a new project, and nothing's due for months yet."
"Good, we'll be there by midnight, can you make it that quickly?"
"Damn, you are in trouble. I'll head over to the airport and see what flights I can catch out."
"I'll pay you back. Take first class if you want to."
"What kind of trouble are you in? Nevermind, explain when I get there. Just don't do anything foolish and get yourself killed."
"I won't." Adam agreed. He then gave his cell number to Bob to call him when he arrived at the airport. They hung up.
Adam went downstairs to the kitchen. "I just spoke with Bob, we're going to have our own mad scientest on our side. He's going to meet us in San Jose. He was my friend back in college, and I know I can trust him with my life."
Yiska smiled "If you're sure we can trust him, he will be a welcome addition. We are now a team of four undying, two normal people and a wildcard."
Rayne said "Mom and Dad told me last night what you're planning on doing. That that bad guy has a friend of yours trapped and you're going to rescue them. I can help."
Adam replied "Yes you can, the spirit told me you would be important to the planning. But, he also told me we should keep you safe."
"Safe is boring."
"I know. But, someone has to cover our asses when we're in there." Adam said.
Rayne smiled "I'll be the watchout. I can cover your ass!"
"Rayne, don't talk like that." scolded Cynthia.
Rayne pouted.
Slowly they gathered their belongings and packed them into the van. The van was crowded with six people, but not intolerably.
The van made it's way slowly towards San Jose, while overhead, Bob flew by unnoticed from the ground.
Kyle took over dring the van down from the Rockies, he'd driven a similar route before, and knew just how to keep the brakes from overheating and the van safe on the drive down the hill. They stopped when they reached nearly level ground and ate a small lunch. The sun in the sky told them afternoon was already well on it's way. They drove on, and reached San Jose by Eleven, and were in the airport by midnight.
"Adam!" cried a voice over the crowd.
"Bob? You beat us here. Good. Let's head out of here and find a hotel to stay at for the night."
The drive from the hotel had been pretty quiet, nobody talking much after the mind numming sixteen hour drive. Finally they found a hotes, three adjacent connected rooms. The center was a small meeting room with pull out sofa beds.
"Ok, let's catch Bob up on things." Adam said.
"Yes, please catch Bob up on things." said Bob, speaking of himself in the 3rd person like he did occasionally.
"Here, take a puff on this." Adam said, lighting a half cigarette that he had saved from his vision quest.
Bob took the cigarette, took a long drag, and put it in the ashtray on the table. He blew out a large cloud of smoke as he stopped moving, staring at the five glowing figures around him. "That's the damndest thing. What's in that joint?"
"Nothing strong enough to make you hallucinate." Yiska assured him.
Adam added "What you're seeing isn't light." passing him the red glasses.
Bob fumbled, almost stuck himself in the eye with the earpiece, but managed to put the glasses on.
He took them off and put them on several times. "Damn, I don't get it."
Adam, Kyle and Yiska took turns explaining what they knew about the undying, and Adam's vison quests.
Finally, Bob got it.
"Your friend, the one who Dr. Ewbanks was seeing, she was undying?"
"Yes."
Bob cursed under his breath for a few moments, and then said "That's about as bad as it can get. No doubt he's figured out she can't die."
"She told him."
"That'll get her a Phd. in stupidity right there. Marco is insane. He's got money so people just smile and nod. His science is more imagination than science. He's managed to be lucky enough to produce some particularly interesting results from his experiments. This field he believes the brain generates he calles a psichron field. He's been trying to prove it's existance as long as I've known about him. It's pure fantasy, in nearly twenty years he hasn't seen one piece of evidence proving it exists."
"Until Andrea told him about being undying, and he lit his first Datura cigarette." Cynthia added.
"Exactly. Now that he has what he'll consider proof, he'll experiment until he dies trying to crack it's secrets. Not that I'm not curious myself. But, Marco would slit his own mother's throat if he though it would help."
"Nice guy." Steve added, as he searched through the TV channels for a Green Bay game.
"So, what do we four do about him?" Adam asked.
Bob answered. "Distract the guards, sneak in. Grab Andrea and go."
"Distract them how?"
"Blow someting up, if one of us is near the explosion, we'll be seen, the guards will come running." Steve said.
"You and explosions. But, Steve's got a good idea. If we can get the guards attention with something big, maybe we can get in and out."
"One of us should go as well." Bob added. "If they're looking for glowing people that one might get through without problems."
"I will go with you." Yiska offered.
"Yiska, no. If undying go in, no matter what happens we'll survive. If a normal person goes in, they could die."
"Battles are not won without risk. Sometimes people die."
"We're playing with different rules, I don't want anyone to go in besides us."
"It's my choice, my skin to risk. I will go whether you want me to or not." Yiska insisted.
Adam frowned, but said no more. They continued studying the plans of the building, and by morning, had a list of information they needed to gather.
Early the next morning, while it was still dark out. Adam and Kyle drove to Gene Iterations and drove around the property. The smoke in the van thick as they tried to see any sort of a glow from the building.
"There, there. I see something." Kyle shouted. He put on his dark dark sun glasses, and could still see the glow clearly even though it was small in the distance. "It's an undying glow, I can see it. We've found Andrea. She's in the middle lab on the second floor, in the back." He continued to watch for a while. "She's moving around, I can't see anything more than the glow, so I don't know what she's doing."
"Good, we know where she is, let's get out of here. If we can see her glow, they can see ours."
They drove back to the hotel, avoiding direct routes to make sure they wern't followed.
They slept until early afternoon. There on the computer screen was an X marked on the blueprints in the middle of the second floor lab.
"Ok, we know where Andrea is. To the west, here is storage building. Steve's in charge of the explosives, he went out and got some while you were gone. If we blow up something around the storage building, like this nice sattelite dish here," Bob pointed to a shape next to the storage building. "We should get everyone's attention. Five minutes later we blow up the dumpster here. And finally ten minutes later we blow up our car in the parking lot."
"We have a van, not a car."
"We have two vans, and a car. Steve bought them this morning under a fake name. The car's got six cylanders, but I think only four of them run. The van is mostly rust, but has a good engine. Total was eleven hundred dollars. Both run quietly though, and don't noticably smoke or whine." Bob smiled. "Steve will need say half an hour to plant the three explosives. The rest of us can take the rusty van in and wait for the guards to run by after the explosion. We then dart in, get Andrea out quietly. Kyle can pick locks, so we can go in a side enterance. Steve will make himself visable on the other side of the fence when the first explosion goes off, and get the guards to follow him."
"If they see Steve they'll know there are more of us here, they've seen Cynthia already."
"That's why Steve will be dressed in a dress, and be wearing a wig."
"I will?" Steve protested.
"If you want to blow things up you will."
"Fine." Steve groaned.
"So, what happens if something doesn't go according to plans." asked Kyle
"We have these." Steve said, pulling out a suitcase. Inside were four of the largest handguns that he could find.
"Where'd you get those?" Cynthia asked.
"I picked them up while Adam was on his vision quest. They've got armor piercing rounds. Should take care of anything we point them at." Steve answered. "Everyone know how to use them?"
"You point the open end at something you don't like, and pull the trigger, and hopefully there's a hole in something you don't like." Kyle responded.
"Exactly. They've got laser sights, that should help out. Where the dot is, in theory, is where the hole goes."
Everyone readied for the rescue, strapping on guns, readying explosives and testing out some radios that Steve had also picked up. In one trip they hauled everything to the Van and Car, and were on their way. Bob and Rayne will be in the rusty van, about a mile down the road from the building. They'll be wired for radio, and we can coordinate through them.
With a loud roar, all three engines started at once. Rusty van first, car second, and finaly their van pulled out of the parking spaces, the drive was too quick for Adam who was wishing he would have more time to procrastinate.
Steve went in quickly, and reported that he had planted all three explosives. Adam drove the van into the parking lot of Gene Iterations, parking in the second row.
Boom, the explosion ripped the sattelite dishes off the face of the earth, and offered them skyward. As debris rained down, several guards ran from the building. They looked around, flipped down their dark visors, and saw Steve in the woods, running as fast as he could in Cynthia's dress. They ran off after him, jumping the fence in stride, well trained.
Adam, Kyle, Cynthia, and Yiska got out of the truck. Yiska was wearing a lab coat. They found a side enterance. For a moment Kyle struggled with the lock, making enough noise they were sure to be found, but it clicked open and they darted inside. Quickly they navigated the hallways, finding things mostly as they envisioned them. Yiska led the group by a hundred or so feet, if he was seen he could motion them to run.
They had entered the building on the east side of the building, on the north side was the lab. They walked quickly down the generic white building hallways. Yiska led them to the nearest flight of stairs. He went in first, and came back out quickly, motioning everyone to hide. They ducked into a broom closet, Yiska follwed.
There they listened to voices talking on the radio. The radio crackled "There was an explosion in building B. Are you going there?"
"Negative we're going to the lobby to secure it. Was it the girl again?"
"From the description it sounded like it. If team A hadn't been so inefficient, we'd have two of those freaks in Marco's lab."
"The target is moving fast throught the woods east, maybe somone can still catch her though."
"I doubt it..." they heard an explosion outside. "Damn, there goes another one. It's a damned war out there."
They heard the group in the hallway run off towards the lobby, the radio chatter fading in the distance. Yiska peeked around the door and motioned everyone towards the stairs. They quickly climbed to second floor, when Yiska indicated the way was clear.
There were more voices down the hallway to the right, but they seemed to be moving away. Quickly, down the hall and around the corner. More voices and they ducked into a dark lab room.
The voices were technicians this time, discussing some technical details about an experiment. They passed, quickly, and Yiska led them down the hall to the Lab door.
Yiska took the safety off on his gun, and inched the door open. He motioned that he saw Dr. Ewbank on the far side of the lab, Mrs. Doble was indeed in the room, with two other people, all on the far side of the room.
Adam, Kyle and Cynthia took the safeties off of their guns and as Yiska kicked the door open, stepped into the lab, leaving Yiska in the hallway. They leveled their guns at Marco.
"Dr. Ewbank, and Mrs. Doble, please stay right there."
Cynthia noticed Andrea on the far side of the lab, and rushed to her side. She was lying on a table, electrodes hooked to her head. She appeared unharmed, but was unconsious, drugged.
"Ah, the rest of the undying, I didn't realize you would all be coming." said Dr. Ewbank.
"Shut up. We're taking Andrea, that's all we want." Kyle yelled.
Dr. Ewbank just smiled. One of the technicians behind him moved, there was a pop, and Kyle struggled to stand and went down, a tranqualizer in his neck. Cynthia turned quickly and put a bullet in the technician, he went down as well. The other technician made a move, and Adam shot him. As he fell, there was a pop and a tranquelizer dart shot into the cieling.
Mrs. Doble ducked after the first shot, and rolled towards the technicians body, she grabbed the tranquelizer gun as Cynthia shot her through the chest.
Dr Ewbank remained standing. He reached into his pocket and Adam shot him directly through the forehead. He went down, his hand falling to the floor. A small remote control fell from it, a red light blinking.
"They're coming, a lot of them." Yiska yelled running into the lab.
"We're trapped." Cynthia shouted.
"No, grab Andrea, and follow me." Adam said, aiming his gun at the window. Yiska pushed a large cabinet in front of the door as Adam's gun went off four times, the window shattered, shot through at each corner. He grabbed Kyle who was trying to weakly crawl towards the window, and jumped. through the window.
Cynthia jumped from the window, cradling Andrea. She landed on a large but soft bush. She picked up Andrea, who was cut on the arms from the fall into the bush.
Yiska followed quickly, and they ran towards the van.
In Adam's ear he heard "No, the van's guarded, run across the lawn, we're almost there. We've got Steve." It was Rayne from the van.
Adam said "No, the van's a wash, to the fence."
They ran across the lawn as fast as they could, behind them they heard shots, but the only dart that hit stuck into Cynthia's radio. As they ran a large explosion echoed from the parking lot, creating enough smoke and debris to keep the guards from that end of the building from shooting.
Across the lawn they saw the van roar into the fence, breaking through it. They ran to the van, and another dart stuck into the side of it. Andrea and Kyle were put inside. Yiska got in next, followed by Cynthia and finally Adam. They took off down the road.
"I though you said you had Steve." Adam said looking around.
Bob answered. "He's in the bag in the back, or at least the piece of him that was glowing."
"Piece?"
"Yeah, crazy bastard had ten pounds of plastic explosive under his jacket. It was set to go off if he didn't press a button every two minutes. He was nearly to the van when the guards caught up, he ran in the other direction so we wouldn't be spotted, and was darted. As the guards gathered around him to take him back. Boom. No more guards, and little bits of Steve." Bob explained.
"Wow, that took guts." Adam admired Steve.
"Yep, most of them are back there still. We smoked a joint and found the glowing bit, and packed it in the back. How long will it take him to grow back?"
"About two weeks total. After a week or so there'll be enough of him to talk with. We'll keep him drugged up until then." Cynthia answered.
Adam and Cynthia bandaged Andrea up while Bob drove, speeding down the road, even though they didn't see any persuit. Finally they were far enough away where they felt they were no longer being followed.
Bob turned around "How's she doing?"
Cynthis said "She's drugged, but hopefully she'll wake up soon."
"Is that why she's not glowing?"
"Not glowing?" shouted Adam. Grabbing a cigarette from bob and taking a long drag on it. Cynthia took it from him.
"What the hell? This is Andrea isn't it?" Adam asked.
Cynthia answered "Yes, it's her, but she's no longer undying."
"If the glow's not around her anymore where is it?" asked Adam.
(Updated 11-26-2002)
The question of what had happened to Andreas glow wasn't answered for a while. Whatever drug she had been given kept her out some time.
They stayed in the hotel room for the entire day, taking care of Andrea. The cuts on her body from the leap out the window were cleaned, and bandaged. Kyle came around about ten that evening, the dart had been potent, and left Kyle in a very grogy state for a few hours.
The part of Steves body turned out to be most of his torso. The major wounds were already closed, and although it appeared lifeless, his glow was already starting to regenerate skin. His neck was already regenerated, and his head was starting to reappear. According to the rest, he wouldn't start to breathe until his torso and head was fully regenerated.
By the next morning Kyle's head was clear, and and Andrea was starting to stir. Cynthia had stayed by Andreas side all night, making sure she was comfortable. She had dozed off during the night, and woke up when Andrea's hand started to move.
"She's coming around." she announced, but they had to wait for a few more hours until Andrea opened her eyes.
When she finally did open her eyes, she sat upright, and looked around. "Where am I?"
Cynthia hugged her "You're safe now."
"Safe, rescued?"
"Yes, we broke in and saved you, but you've lost your glow." Cynthia confided.
"I know, Marco removed it, he made a machine that erased it from me. Am I really out of the lab, this isn't a dream?"
"It's not a dream, you're safe."
Andrea smiled, and lay back down, and was asleep again quicly, hugging onto Cynthia's arm.
Yiska motioned them to the meeting room, where they sat around the table. "We have a problem," he exclaimed, "Dr. Ewbank has found a way to make any of you normal people again."
"It's ok," Kyle said, "Marco is dead, Adam shot him."
"You're assuming he destroyed the glow. What if he moved it to himself?" Adam asked, "We saw a glow the other night, I doubt we saw it on Andrea just before it was transfered."
"Then, we're in deep deep trouble." Kyle sighed. "I don't want to even think how dangerous he could be if he thought he knew he wouldn't die. Perhaps he'll entertain himself experimenting on his body for a while, but I doubt it. Now that he knows there are more of us, he'll be searching for us to experiment on."
Adam frowned "Then we must find out how this process works, and remove the glow from Dr. Marco, and put it back on Andrea. First, we need to ditch the other van, get a new vehicle and head back to the ranch. We're way too close to the lab for my tastes."
"Agreed. The further away from the lab we are, the better." Bob agreed.
They left that evening, even though they had the room for two more nights. They sold the van to a used car lot, and bought two used cars. Quickly they were on the road, and driving.
As they were driving up into the rockies, the car that Bob was driving blew a tire. They pulled it over to a safe spot on the road and jacked it up. A few cars passed, as they repaired the tire, in the cold mountain air. The spare didn't look much better, but would hopefully last until they could get new tires. As Adam was putting the jack back into the trunk, a car pulled up. A man got out of the car, while another remained inside.
"Looks like you've had a bit of tire trouble. Everything ok?" the man asked.
"All's good. We had a bit of a problem, but we got the tire fixed." Adam said.
"Oh, that's good." he raised his arm, there was a gun, a pop and a sharp sting, and Adam fell to the ground.
Adam woke up in a dark room, he was inside a cage, it was about seven feet by seven feet, the cieling was well above his head. He stood up groggily, and ran into the bars of the cage. They didn't budge. The door of the cell was locked shut with three electronic locks.
"Where the hell am I?" Adam asked.
"Adam, is that you?" came Cynthia's voice from the darkness.
"Yes, where are we?"
"I don't know, but I can guess." she replied.
"Anyone else here and awake?"
"Nobody but you."
"Wait, I still have that little bit of a cigarette left, and my lighter, they didn't take any of my stuff. Too bad the gun was in the van."
"Light up, see if you can see anything."
He fumbled with his lighter for a second, not quite coordinated enough yet to flick it easily. Finally it lit, and the cigarette glowed. The smoke flowed into his lungs, and before long he saw the glow around himself.
"Got it. Wave." He looked "Yes, I see your glow, you're about fourty feet to the right of me. I can see three others, assuming that's not Dr Ewbanks, it's Kyle, Steve and Rayne. Kyle is the smaller glow I'd guess. Rayne's glow is distinctive."
"I'm going to kill that man, several times over." threatened Cynthia then she turned and called out "Rayne, are you awake?" there was no answer.
"What happened after I was shot?"
"The other guy got out of the car. They shot Bob in the first car. Kyle tried to run, but they got him too. I tried to hide Rayne in the trunk by taking the back seat down, but got darted in the process. Other than that I don't know."
They sat alone in the darkness, talking and waiting for the rest to wake up. After some time Kyle woke up. Yiska and Bob were also in the room, and woke up. Finally Rayne woke up. Andrea apparently wasn't with the group.
They sat huddled in the dark cells for many hours, Kyle was unable to pick the electronic locks, and everyone sat on the beds provided for them in the cages. Adam searched his cage, as he imagined the others were doing, but there was no way out he could find. They sat in silence for a while, and Adam finally fell asleep again.
Bright blinding light lit up the room. There in the doorway was Dr. Marco Ewbanks. The glow surrounding him was bright, and the wound on his forehead healed.
In the light, Adam saw that the cages were arranged as a cressant around a central operating table. Various equipment was on a stand next to the table, and large cables led down from a small access hole in the cieling.
"Let us out of here, and give Andrea back her glow." Adam yelled.
"Why would I want to do that? What could you do to me in those solid cages?" he asked.
"Nothing now, but when we're out, we'll kill you."
"You already did that, it didn't last. I've figured out how to accelerate the healing properties of the glow as you call it. I was awake to see your daring van escape."
"Accelerated the healing? How."
"Let me show you. He snapped his fingers and a technician came in from the hallway.
"Bring Steve over there onto the table."
The technician confused asked "Who?"
"The torso over there."
The tech squinched up his face, and went into Steve's cage, and carried his torso onto the table. He then put a sheet over the table and torso, and stepped back to the doorway.
Dr Ewbank walked up to the table. On each side of the table he fastned a device that looked like a metallic flourescent tube. He steped back to the controls, and turned them on. A blue glow formed around the tubes. A liquid sludge poured from a pipe on the cieling, onto the table. Underneith the cloth, there was movement, as Steve's body rebuilt itself rapidly. his skull grew out of the covers, and muscle and then flesh formed on the skull. Finaly hair grew out about an inch. His legs and arms formed next, growing like roots in a time lapse video.
After about two minutes of being under the tubes, Steve was grown back to normal. He shuddered and took a gasping breath and looked around.
"What happened?"
"You blew your self up along with eight of my guards. I put you under my growth acceleration lamps and here you are." Dr Ewbank said. "The sludge is liquid protien, it gives the body fuel to re-grow that fast, otherwise it would waste away to a skeleton."
Steve looked around, grabbed an instrument from the table next to him, and thrust it into Dr. Ewbank's chest.
"Oh, you shit. I'm undying like you are." Dr Ewbank took the instrument from his chest, blood poured out of the wound, but he remained standing. He pressed the controls, and the blue glow began again. He grabbed onto the tube, and his wound flowed closed. He then knocked Steve to the ground and kicked him until he was unconsious. He snapped his fingers and the technician carried Steve back to the cell.
"That's about enough of that." Dr Ewbank said skowling at Steve. "Next time I'll put one of the normal people into the field and you can see how that effects them. Only the undying's regeneration ability keeps the machine from turning the body to liquid."
"So, here we have the whole collection of known undying. Andrea talked, more openly at first. She became uncooperative when I brought her in for testing, but it all payed off in the end. So, now I'm stuck with you five. I don't need your glow, and can't really think of anyone on my staff I'd trust with being imortal that you havn't already killed. But, perhaps I can still benefit from your presence."
"Let my Mom and Dad go!" Rayne screamed.
"I'm afraid I can't do that little one, your mommy and daddy would try to take away my importality, I can't have that. I'm a genious, IQ up there right next to Einstein. I've done a lot in my lifetime learned a lot. Just think what I can do with three or four hundred years under my belt."
"I feel sorry for the world having to put up with you for eternity." Bob added.
"Bob, my friend. You never had my drive, my ambition. Your work was brilliant of course, but unfocused, no greater goal. I'm glad I took your grant, you would have wasted the money."
"Your work is insane, what you do you do only for your own gain. With your mind, you could have cured cancer, or created fusion. Instead you waste your ability on yourself."
"Ah, but that which I get for myself will eventually benefit the world. For hundreds of years I will be a king, my word will be law. I will live in the seat of technology, giving gifts of life saving technology to indebt the world to me. When I get bored with this world, and move on, leaving my body to my child, who will rule in my place. War and hunger will be a thing of the past, anyone who dares opose me I will crush."
"That sounds like a great world, except everyone's your slave." Adam countered.
"That sounds just about perfect to me." Dr Ewbanks replied.
"So, what shall we do first. I havn't had a good test subject since Andrea misplaced her imortality." He snapped his fingers again, a technician appeared. "Take our Steve here, and Bob the physicist, strap them down to the table, we'll do some experimentation."
"Leave them alone!" Adam shouted.
"Ok, our friend, Adam is it? Has volunteered for the experiment. Leave Steve where he is."
The technicians opened Adam's cage, and he rushed them, the first he knocked to the ground, and he felt a sharp pain, and his knees gave out under him. A technician standing nearby had shocked him with a very powerfull cattle prod.
They carried Adam to the table and strapped him down. He struggled for a while, but was unable to break out of the restraints. Bob was strapped in next to him, and electrodes were put on their chest and heads.
Dr Ewbank rolled the pair into an opening in one wall. The opening was framed with electronics leading into it like a million techno snakes, glowing and pulsing. It looked evil without even thinking about it being in Marco's lab.
"This is my transference device. It takes the glow from one of you and pushes it onto someone else. It's also the first piece of equipment which can see the glow besides somone with a Datura patch." he motioned to his bare arm where a patch was stuck on."
"Let me out of this thing!" Adam cried, thrashing around, trying to get loose.
"Not until we're done. Here we go." he stepped up to the control pannel and flipped some switches. On the large screen on the far side of the room, was a view of the inside of the chamber. He flipper some more switches and on Adam, his glow appeared. The glow wasn't flowing like water, instead it was rippling like the surface of a lake when pea gravel is thrown in.
"Here you might notice that the glow doesn't ripple smoothly like normal. Instead it thrashes wildly trying to hold on to the body. If I increase the power like so" He reached up and turned the dial.
Adam screamed, he could feel the glow being ripped from him. He could no longer see the field, because his Datura had worn off, but he could definately feel a sensation that was unpleasantly like being peeled. The hum of the machine increased and the pain worsened. Soon Adam was begging for the machine to be turned off.
"Notice now that the glow is only holding on by a few points, these are it's primary attachment points to the body." The field appeared like a large glowing sale, stretched to it's limits, it was attached to Adam's head and at intervals to his spine, knees, elboes, hands and feet. "If I activate this second circuit, those connecting points will be detached one at a time. The natural tendency of the glow is to re-attach imediately to the closest person. This will be our esteemed Dr. Bob." He flipped a switch and Adam was nearly lifted off of the bed, as the glow ripped from his body he screamed loudly and collapsed to the bed unconsious. Bob's eyes opened wide, as the glow settled down on his body, he felt it digging into his body, clawing into him for a safe purchase.
"There we are, successfull transfer. Bob is now undying, and Adam is back to being a pathetic human."
Bob's eyes were watering from the turmoil of the attachment, while Adam was completely knocked out.
Dr. Ewbanks splashed Adam with some water, and awoke him. "So, Adam, it wasn't so bad was it. Now, if our physicist Bob here would be so good to give the glow back to Adam, we'll watch the process occur naturally. I'll make a small inscision on Adam's arm so we can watch the full effect, it's breathtaking." He cut Adams arm, again making him cry out.
Bob asked Adam how to acomplish the transfer, and Adam explained. Placing his hand on Adam, Bob concentrated, and a cyan lightning flowed between the two of them. "No see here, they've traded places, the glow didn't move from where it was, it simply switched the bodies inside it. If we watch the process in slow motion we can see the body disolve, and flow through the lightning. For a moment neither of the bodies exist, there's not even enough time for the cloathing to decompress before the bodies return. It takes all of a pico second."
The technicians unstrapped Adam and Bob from the beds, and walked them back to their cages. Adam slumped to the floor, the strain of the process had wiped out his energy.
"That's why I'm so excited about this discovery, The process moves matter through a field of energy. Combine it with technology, and control it. We can move objects from place to place at the speed of light. It's not true teleportation, we're harnessing a natural effect, but the human race ahs done that in the past. We rode horses rather than walk, now we'll ride lightning rather than fly."
Adam staggered to his feet. "Leave it alone, the undying are part of this world, and are here for a reason. It's wrong to use people this way!"
"Wrong, or right, I can do it. I will put it to use however I wish."
Rayne stepped up to the bars of the cage "Bad men like you always pay in the end."
"Is that right girl? Are you threatening me? Well, maybe tomorrow we'll see what's so unusual about your glow." He stepped out the door, flicking the light off in the process.
"Don't you dare touch her, I'll kill you myself!" roared Cynthia, throwing herself against the cage.
Resurected - I fell from my carriage today, the horse stamped on me. I could feel the life leaving. A strange woman appeared to me. She spoke german, and I knew few words of it. The words I understood were "Zeit geben and tod" which mean time, give and death. I though she was saying that I was dying, I knew I was. She rest her hand on my head, and there was green fire. She was I and I was she. I cannot understand how. She smiled, and died. In my place. My friend says I was hit on the head. I remeber it myself, no one will believe. I stop explaining. God must have a hand in this. I shal pray
The entries continued on, the lady's name was Isabel, and she believed that the body she had been put into was a curse. "I live on in this body. All my friends are gone. I look for escape. I must die like I should have. Even painfull fire will not give me death. I must learn the green light." She finally met up with a language scholar in 1593 who helped her translate the german in the first entry. I can switch bodies now. There is no secret. A touch to the forehead, and a wish is all.
The stars above only know why we are here.
It was signed : Sean Piper.